Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“I am so glad. I have had such a dream. Oh! Edward, I dreamed that you
were killing me!”
“Ha! what could have occasioned such a dream?”
My demon suggested, at this moment, that her dream had been occasioned
by a consciousness of what her guilty fancies deserved. But she replied
promptly:--
“Nay, I know not. It was the strangest fancy. I thought that you pursued
me along the river--that my foot slipped and I fell among the bushes,
where you caught me, and it was just when you were strangling me that I
wakened.”
“Your dream was occasioned by the affair of the afternoon. Was nobody
present but ourselves?”
“Yes--there was a man at a little distance beyond us, and he seemed to
be running from you also.”
“A man! who was he?”
“I don't know exactly--his back was turned, but it seemed as if it was
Mr. Edgerton.”
“Ha! Mr. Edgerton!”
A deep silence followed. She had spoken her reply firmly, but so slowly
as to convince me of the mental reluctance which she felt in uttering
this part of the dream. When the imagination is excited, how small are
the events that confirm its ascendency, and stimulate its progress. This
dream seemed to me as significant as any of the signs that informed the
ancient augurs. It bore me irresistibly forward in the direction of
my previous thoughts. I began to see the path--dark, dismal--perhaps
bloody--which lay before me. I began to feel the deed, already in my
soul, which destiny was about to require me to perform. A crime, half
meditated, is already half committed. This is the danger of brooding
upon the precipice of evil thoughts. A moment's dizziness--a single
plunge--and all is over!
I doubt whether Julia slept much the remainder of the night. I know that
I did not. She had her consciousness as well as mine. THAT I now know.
The question--“was her consciousness a guilty one?” That was the only
question which remained for me!
The next morning I saw Edgerton. He looked quite as well as on the
previous night, but professed to feel otherwise--declined coming forth
to breakfast and begged me to send the physician to him on my way to the
office. I immediately conjectured that this was mere practice, for he
had not taken the medicine which had been prescribed.
“He must keep sick to keep HERE,” said my demon. “He can have no
pretext, otherwise, to stay!”
When I was about to leave the house Julia followed me to the door.
“Don't forget to bring mother's letter with you,” was her parting
direction. I had not been half an hour at the office before a little
servant-girl, who tended in the house, came to me with a message from
her, requesting that the letter might be sent by her.
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