Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story — John Shaqi
Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
The uncle and aunt with whom I found shelter were what is called in
ordinary parlance, very good people. They attended the most
popular church with most popular punctuality. They prayed with
unction--subscribed to all the charities which had publicity and a
fashionable list to recommend them--helped to send missionaries to
Calcutta, Bombay, Owyhee, and other outlandish regions--paid their
debts when they became due with commendable readiness--and were, in all
out-of-door respects, the very sort of people who might congratulate
themselves, and thank God that they were very far superior to their
neighbors. My uncle had morning prayers at home, and my aunt thumbed
Hannah More in the evening; though it must be admitted that the former
could not always forbear, coming from church on the sabbath, to inquire
into the last news of the Liverpool cotton market, and my aunt never
failed, when they reached home, on the same blessed day, to make the
house ring with another sort of eloquence than that to which she had
listened with such sanctimonious devotion from the lips of the preacher.
There were some other little offsets against the perfectly evangelical
character of their religion. One of these--the first that attracted my
infant consideration--was naturally one which more directly concerned
myself. I soon discovered that, while I was sent to an ordinary charity
school of the country, in threadbare breeches, made of the meanest
material--their own son--a gentle and good, but puny boy, whom their
indulgence injured, and, perhaps, finally destroyed--was despatched to
a fashionable institution which taught all sorts of ologies--dressed in
such choice broadcloth and costly habiliments, as to make him an object
of envy and even odium among all his less fortunate school-fellows.
Poor little Edgar! His own good heart and correct natural understanding
showed him the equal folly of that treatment to which he was subjected,
and the injustice and unkindness which distinguished mine. He strove to
make amends, so far as I was concerned, for the error of his parents. He
was my playmate whenever he was permitted, but even this permission was
qualified by some remark, some direction or counsel, from one or other
of his parents, which was intended to let him know, and make me feel,
that there was a monstrous difference between us.
The servants discovered this difference as quickly as did the objects
of it; and though we were precisely of one age, and I was rather the
largest of the two, yet, in addressing us, they paid him the deference
which should only be shown to superior age, and treated me with the
contumely only due to inferior merit. It was “Master Edgar,” when he was
spoken to--and “you,” when I was the object of attention.
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