Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
He died--and I became an object of greater dislike than ever to
his parents. They could not but contrast my strength, with his
feebleness--my improvement with his decline--and when they remembered
how little had been their regard for me and how much for him--without
ascribing the difference of result to the true cause--they repined at
the ways of Providence, and threw upon me the reproach of it. They gave
me less heed and fewer smiles than ever. If I improved at school, it was
well, perhaps; but they never inquired, and I could not help fancying
that it was with a positive expression of vexation, that my aunt heard,
on one occasion, from my teacher, in the presence of some guests, that I
was likely to be an honor to the family.
“An honor to the family, indeed!” This was the clear expression in
that Christian lady's eyes, as I saw them sink immediately after in a
scornful examination of my rugged frame and coarse garments.
The family had its own sources of honor, was the calm opinion of both
my patrons, as they turned their eyes upon their only remaining child--a
little girl about five years old, who was playing around them on the
carpet. This opinion was also mine, even then: and my eyes followed
theirs in the same direction. Julia Clifford was one of the sweetest
little fairies in the world. Tender-hearted, and just, and generous,
like the dear little brother, whom she had only known to lose, she
was yet as playful as a kitten. I was twice her age--just ten--at this
period; and a sort of instinct led me to adopt the little creature, in
place of poor Edgar, in the friendship of my boyish heart. I drew her
in her little wagon--carried her over the brooklet--constructed her tiny
playthings--and in consideration of my usefulness, in most generally
keeping her in the best of humors, her mother was not unwilling that I
should be her frequent playmate. Nay, at such times she could spare a
gentle word even to me, as one throws a bone to the dog, who has jumped
a pole, or plunged into the water, or worried some other dog, for his
amusement. At no other period did my worthy aunt vouchsafe me such
unlooked-for consideration.
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