Somehow Liverpool seemed very distasteful to me. My weary wanderings
around the docks, and the continual unsuccess I had met with in looking
for a ship, had made me feel as if I might possibly do better in my own
big village, and I realised that I now possessed the means of getting
back to it again. So the next morning I bade farewell to Mrs Dickey, my
landlady, who was quite unmoved at the parting, for she was very angry
with me for getting the sack, as she termed it, and toddled off to Lime
Street, where I had no difficulty whatever in getting a half ticket to
London, nor felt troubled because after paying for it I had only 1s.
7½d. left out of my precious half-sovereign.
I must not omit to mention that Mrs Dickey gave me a big hunk of bread
and cheese when I told her that I was going to London, but she did
not give me a kiss, which I should have prized far more, for I was an
affectionate little chap, and was starving for love. But, poor woman,
she was heavily burdened, and no doubt was heartily glad to get rid of
me, although I cannot think that she had ever been out of pocket by me,
for I certainly earned my keep. Still she did not want me, so there is
no more to be said.
It was a glorious spring day, and the novelty of my first long train
journey made me forget all my troubles. Moreover, I felt full of
importance to think that I was a passenger by that great train. Every
inch of that journey was full of interest to me. I had a seat by the
window, and my eyes fairly ached with the intensity of my gaze out over
the beautiful country of which, until then, I had seen practically
nothing. I remember that I spoke to no one, and no one spoke to me,
though several of my fellow-passengers must have wondered who or what
was the ill-clad urchin who sat so quietly and gazed so intently at the
flying landscape.
I was quite sorry when the train arrived at Euston, and I had to
march out into the mean net-work of streets which surround the badly
situated station, for now I began to wonder what I should do in the
vast city which was my birth-place, but in which I had no friends or
abiding-corner. It was all so familiar, and yet so inhospitable. Had
I only known where to look, there were many places where I could have
found shelter and help, but for lack of that useful knowledge, how many
wanderers like myself have died?
One thing I felt certain of, which was that I could not now take my
place among the ranks of my former companions, I could not compete with
them for sale of papers, or the numerous odd jobs that boys can do. For
one thing I had never been much of a pusher--I was always more ready to
stand aside than to press forward in the race for a job, though willing
enough to take one if I got the chance--and for another, I had lost the
sense of familiarity with those conditions of life ashore, while the
new experience I had gained was here of no use to me.
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