Last chapter closed with a bitter confession of incompetence on my part
that I would not make if I could help it, but alas it is too true.
Account for it I cannot, except by saying that I began by getting into
debt, as I have before said, and never afterwards until the end of
that régime came was I able to emerge from the condition of poverty I
have attempted to describe, not though my struggles were incessant and
certainly severe. It tinged my whole life and robbed me of my rightful
proportion of joy, this want of ability to manage my own affairs upon a
very small and strictly stationary income. If this condition of things
may be taken for granted, whether with blame or pity, it will simplify
matters a good deal and save me humiliating allusions to it every now
and then.
So time fled along in rapid fashion, for now I never had a moment to
spare. And still further to curtail the time at my disposal, I, finding
the burden of the rent in the west of London too grievous to be borne,
to say nothing of the cruel anxiety of letting lodgings unfurnished,
decided to migrate to the far east of London, between Upton Park and
East Ham. There I had heard that a neat five-roomed house with a long
garden could be hired for seven and six a week inclusive of all rates
and taxes. (I believe the same house would fetch nearly if not quite
double now.) That was a rental I felt able to pay, and even if the
great distance from my employment did mean extra expense, it was well
worth a struggle to have a home to ourselves freed from the incubi of
lodgers or sub landlord.
So with great hopes of making the last move for a long time, I
commenced the big business. It must be confessed that the auspices
were not very bright, my wife being too ill to stand upon her feet, my
eldest child a toddler of five, and my next one quite a baby. But in
those days such details hardly fretted me, I was so used to them. And
consequently it was with a stout heart that, having succeeded in hiring
a big van and horse and man, at one and sixpence an hour, I commenced
the long day's labour at seven in the morning. I carried my wife and
little ones into a good Samaritan next door, who looked after them,
while my helper and I dismantled the home and carefully stowed it in
the van. For once I had found a man who was willing to work as hard as
I could, and who did not seize every opportunity to suggest rest and
refreshment. So we got on very well indeed.
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