Confessions of the CzarinaRadziwill, Catherine, Princess
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Confessions of the Czarina
Radziwill, Catherine, Princess
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918; Russia -- Court and courtiers
Alexandra Feodorowna had been subjected to a strict examination of her
political activity by the military authorities in charge of the district
of Petrograd, and particularly by General Korniloff, who had a personal
grudge against her and who did not spare her in the scathing reproaches
which he addressed to her. But nothing could shake the equanimity of the
haughty Czarina. She sneered at the General, she scorned his threats,
and proudly declared to him that she would not reply to any of his
questions, as she did not recognize his right to address them to her.
While her husband showed no sign of impatience under the affronts which
were showered down upon him (on the contrary, he exhibited absolute
submission to the will of those who had taken him captive), the Empress
remembered the position which she had occupied a few days before, and
simply smiled at her persecutors with a disdain that had certainly
something exasperating about it if one considers the intellectual and
moral standard of the people to whom this proof of her contempt was
addressed.
Alexandra refused to show that she suffered from the change that had
taken place in her position, while her husband hardly knew whether he
was suffering from it or not. There lay the difference in their two
characters and in their way of meeting the catastrophe which had changed
their whole lives and destinies.
There came, however, a day when the composure of the Consort of Nicholas
II. failed, when she at last gave way to despair. It was during the
afternoon when her friend and the confidante of all her thoughts, Anna
Wyrubewa, was taken away from her, and carried off to the fortress of
SS. Peter and Paul in Petrograd. Until that day the Empress had not felt
quite alone in her misery. There was at least near her one person with
whom she could speak about all those dear dead ones whose memory she
either cherished or worshiped. So long as that friend was there the
miserable Empress could talk about Orloff, Raspoutine, and the
prayer-meetings during which the latter evoked for her the spirit of the
former. When Anna was taken away from her this last consolation came
also to an end. Henceforward the solitude of Alexandra Feodorowna was to
be complete; and nothing was left to her except her eyes to weep, and
her memory to remind her of those whom she had loved and lost. The
horrors which were to follow, the Siberian exile whither she was to be
sent, were to leave her unmoved. She had inwardly died in that terrible
hour when the last friend and the sharer of all the secrets of her life
had been snatched away from her arms.
XXVIII
THE EXILE
These days in Tsarskoye Selo which seemed so hard to bear were Paradise
compared with what awaited the previous masters of this Imperial place.
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