Confessions of the CzarinaRadziwill, Catherine, Princess
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Confessions of the Czarina
Radziwill, Catherine, Princess
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918; Russia -- Court and courtiers
People who were present at this ill-fated supper told afterward, when
relating all the incidents which had made it a memorable one, that
Nicholas wished to do something worse than pour the contents of a
caviar-dish on General Wahl’s head, but that Mademoiselle Krzesinska had
thrown herself between them. True or not, it is certain that after this
night the Grand Duke took to visiting the beautiful dancer in her home,
and very soon their relations became an established fact. She bore him
two sons, which gave her distinct advantages over all the other
flirtations in which her Imperial lover indulged from time to time,
flirtations which she was far too clever and careful to notice. What she
aspired to afterward was to become a power in the land, a _Maîtresse de
Roi_, such as had been seen at the French Court during the reigns of the
last Bourbons. Her Polish propensity for intrigue coming to her help,
she very soon contrived to make for herself an excellent position in
the world as well as to earn a considerable fortune. She was a very
reasonable, matter-of-fact woman; she knew very well that Nicholas had
to marry, whether he liked it or not, and her only preoccupation, if we
are to believe all that was related in St. Petersburg at the time, was
whether he should marry a clever or a stupid woman. It is not difficult
to guess the one she would have preferred had the choice been left to
her discretion.
When the betrothal of the Cesarewitsch with the Princess Alix of Hesse
was announced Mademoiselle Krzesinska, far from objecting to it, applied
herself, on the contrary, to persuading him that he had done quite right
and that he could not have chosen a better wife. She imagined that the
placid German temperament of the bride-to-be would look with innocent
eyes on the continuation of her intrigue with Nicholas, in which
supposition she was vastly mistaken, because Alice, though she did not
care for the husband she had been compelled to marry, did not mean to
let him wander away from the conjugal home in search of a happiness she
believed herself quite capable of alone procuring for him. She tried to
separate the Grand Duke from the clever dancer who held him in her
bondage, and of course she failed.
Nicholas kept up his former habits of going to see Mademoiselle
Krzesinska whenever he had the time to do so; what was even worse, he
continued to consult her on many matters which he never discussed with
his wife. The latter became very unhappy, and it was then that even her
affection for her children was not sufficient to prevent her from
uttering aloud her despair at having been obliged to leave her dear
Darmstadt for a country where everything and everybody conspired against
her and her peace of mind, and where she could not even win the love of
the husband who had been imposed upon her.
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