Confessions of the CzarinaRadziwill, Catherine, Princess
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Confessions of the Czarina
Radziwill, Catherine, Princess
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918; Russia -- Court and courtiers
The latter had to be told of Orloff’s resolution. But when he broke to
her his intention to request the favor of risking his life in distant
Manchuria, she gave way to a fit of despair that absolutely frightened
her two devoted friends, and implored him not to leave her, at least not
until her child had been born, saying with sobs and tears that she would
never be able to undergo the trial which awaited her if she did not know
that he was there, as near to her as possible, and that she could see
him after all was over, to wish her joy, if the expected babe were a
son, and to comfort her if it turned out to be another girl, the one
thing which she feared above all others.
At first the Colonel protested. He tried to explain to the despairing
and over-excited woman that it was for her sake he wished to go away, at
least for a while, and that it cost him more than he could say to come
to such a resolution, but that he loved her far too much to let her run
any risk. The Empress would not listen to anything, and at last she told
him that if he went away she would consider it as a proof that he did
not love her, and that all he had said to her had been nothing but empty
phrases, such as no doubt he had repeated already to many more women
than he even cared to remember. Orloff was stung to the quick, but he
remained, nevertheless, firm until Alexandra Feodorowna exclaimed that
unless he promised her to remain by her side she would make a scandal
and depart for Darmstadt, whether the Emperor allowed her to do so or
not. Man-like, he yielded, without suspecting whither this weakness was
to lead him sooner than he could imagine.
While this drama was going on in the pretty little house whither Anna
Wyrubewa received the Empress of All the Russias, unknown to the rest of
the world, so she believed, at least, speculations were rife as to the
eventual sex of the child expected by the Czar and Czarina. Everybody,
with few exceptions, hoped that it would be another daughter, none more
ardently than the Dowager Empress, who would have infinitely preferred
the Throne passing to her youngest son than to any boy born to a
daughter-in-law whom she made no secret of disliking, and whom she
distrusted even more than she disliked. She realized very well that
Alexandra Feodorowna, if she was the mother of an Heir to the Imperial
Crown, would become a most important personage in the State, as well as
in the eyes of her husband. This was not to be desired, in view of her
strong German sympathies, which she had lately exhibited more than she
had ever dared to do before.
The French alliance was very popular at the time I am talking about, and
the Empress was considered as its principal and most bitter adversary.
This was one more reason for not wishing her to acquire suddenly an
importance that had never been awarded to her by the nation since she
had become its Sovereign.
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