Confessions of the CzarinaRadziwill, Catherine, Princess
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Confessions of the Czarina
Radziwill, Catherine, Princess
Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918; Russia -- Court and courtiers
Nicholas II., in his joy at having at last an Heir, seemed to have
returned to his former allegiance in regard to his wife, and he began to
confide in her far more than he had done formerly, even consulting her
on different occasions. She was the mother of the future Sovereign, and
as such entitled to a consideration a childless Empress Dowager could
never aspire to in the case of widowhood. It became, therefore,
necessary to initiate her in matters concerning the government of the
country, and the Czar did this the more willingly that at heart he
distrusted his brother, and his numerous uncles and cousins, and feared
that in case he died before the small Cesarewitsch had reached his
majority the interests of the latter would not be looked after as well
as would be necessary, unless his mother were there to protect them.
Alexandra Feodorowna, on the other hand, urged by her two friends,
Madame Wyrubewa and Colonel Orloff, began to show far more interest in
public affairs than she had ever done since her marriage, and she tried
to establish between herself and her husband more intimate relations
than she had cared to do formerly, when she used to spend her days
lamenting over sorrows, imaginary most of the time, but sufficiently
acute to render her intensely miserable. Her son became the principal
preoccupation of her existence, and she would not intrust his care to
any one, but transformed herself into his nurse, governess, and constant
attendant, forgetting everything else, even the care of her daughters,
in her nervous solicitude for him. Unfortunately the child was born
excessively delicate, and had a curious and rare disease, a weakness of
the blood-vessels, which were affected in such a way that he was
attacked with hemorrhage at the slightest touch; the smallest of knocks
or wounds would endanger his life. He might bleed to death from an
ordinary bruise. An unfortunate accident which occurred when he was two
years old, and which brought about a rupture that necessitated an
operation from which he recovered only by a kind of miracle, only
aggravated the chronic ailment with which he was afflicted.
One may imagine how terrible this state of things proved for the
Empress, who very stupidly, as it seemed to some people, applied herself
to hide from the public the state of physical health of her son, which
had, among other results, that of people supposing him to be even more
dangerously ill than was the case. The truth was that Alexandra feared
that if it were known the boy was afflicted with an incurable disease,
it might add to her own unpopularity. Her friends hoped that she might
bear another son in time, but after the birth of Alexis she never had
any more hopes of maternity, and so there remained nothing else to do
but to try and rear this weak, frail, and puny infant, in whom were
centered all the future hopes of the proud Romanoff dynasty.
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