College teachers -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Horror tales; Spouses -- Fiction; Witches -- Fiction
The day fitted with his superficially dull and lethargic mood. Instead
of the cool spell that should have followed the storm, there was a hot
foretaste of summer in the air. Student absences rose sharply. Those
who came to class were inattentive, and exhibited other symptoms of
spring fever.
Only Bronstein seemed animated. He kept drawing Norman's other students
aside by twos and threes, and whispering to them heatedly. Norman found
out that he was trying to get up a petition of protest on Sawtelle's
appointment. Norman asked him to stop it. Bronstein refused, but in any
case he seemed to be failing in the job of arousing the other students.
Norman's lectures were languid. He contented himself with transforming
his notes into accurate verbal statements with a minimum of mental
effort. He watched the pencils move methodically as notes were taken,
or wander off into intricate doodles. Two girls were engrossed in
sketching the handsome profile of the fraternity president in the
second row. He watched foreheads wrinkle as they picked up the thread
of his lecture, smooth out again as they dropped it.
And all the while his own mind was wandering off on side tracks. They
were too fugitive, too much like daydreams to be called thoughts.
One began when he recalled the epigram about a lecture being a process
of transferring the contents of the teacher's notebook into the
notebooks of the students, without allowing it to pass through the
minds of either. That made him think of mimeographing.
Mimeograph, it went on. Margaret van Nice. Theodore Jennings. Gun.
Windowpane. Galileo. Scroll--(Sheer away from that! Forbidden
territory.)
The daydream backtracked and took a different turning. Jennings.
Gunnison. Pollard. President. Emperor. Empress. Juggler. Tower. Hanged
man--(Hold on! Don't go any further.)
As the long dull day wore on, the daydreams gradually assumed a uniform
coloration.
Gun. Knife. Sliver. Broken glass. Nail. Tetanus.
War. Mangled bodies. Mayhem. Murder. Rope. Hangman. (Sheer off again!)
Gas, Poison.
The coloration of blood and physical injury.
And ever more strongly, he felt the breath-like pulsations of the
monster in the depths of his mind, dreaming nightmares of carnage
from which it would soon awake and heave up out of the mud. And he
powerless to stop it. It was as if a crusted-over swamp, swollen with
underground water, were pushing up the seemingly healthy ground above
by imperceptible degrees--nearing the point when it would burst through
in one vast slimy eruption.
* * * * *
Starting home, Norman fell in with Mr. Carr.
"Good evening, Norman," said the old gentleman, lifting his Panama hat
to mop his forehead, which merged into an extensive bald area.
"Good evening, Linthicum," said Norman. But his mind was occupied with
speculating how, if a man let a thumbnail grow and then sharpened it
carefully, he could cut the veins of his wrist and so bleed to death.
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