College teachers -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Horror tales; Spouses -- Fiction; Witches -- Fiction
"And of course, when I say empirical, I don't mean experimental. I
didn't dare to omit any charms as a test, because I was too afraid of
something going wrong. You can't be experimental about someone you
love, any more than a sane sociologist would induce fascism in his own
country just to study the consequences."
He listened, his mind working like a telephone exchange during an
emergency, catching a thousand hidden connections in trivial memories
of his life and Tansy's. Whenever she paused, he had a question to
hammer at her.
"Those mirror decorations on your dresses, and belts, and
handbags--why?"
She nodded, tiredly. "Yes, that's it. To ward off evil spirits, by
reflecting them. I got the idea from Tibetan devil masks. Yes, and the
reason I always use hooks and eyes is--you've guessed--to catch evil
spirits that try to get at me."
* * * * *
The room was dark by the time Tansy had finished the catalogue of her
activities at Hempnell, and said, "So you see, I've never been sure.
I've wanted to stop, but there's been too much at stake. It always
worked--or did as soon as I made the proper corrections in the charms.
I've wanted to tell you, but I've never dared. Now that you know, I'm
glad."
The voice was very tired now.
Then, in the darkness he began his argument. It was the old, old
argument of science against primitive ignorance, but he brought it home
to her with careful persuasiveness. The argument which starts out with
a demonstration that superstition is only mistaken empiricism, and ends
with psychoanalysis.
"Didn't it really begin much earlier than Hempnell, Tansy?" he asked at
one point. "I mean, the seeds of it?"
"No. Oh, I don't know. Perhaps. I've childhood memories of dark
moments. Suspicions. Queer things people could do. Hints from I don't
know where. But nothing certain. I just can't remember. I don't know."
Only once did the tired voice grow vehement.
"But I tell you I never tried to kill, or even to injure in a physical
way! Never! Only to confuse or hinder people when they were working
against you. It's terribly important that you understand this, Norman.
Nine tenths of my magic was purely protective. To ward off evil."
He felt pettishly exasperated at this answer. What difference did it
make whether or not she had tried to kill? It was all equally nonsense.
And why should she harp on her efforts to protect him, as if he were
some sort of incompetent? For a moment it occurred to him that, from
one point of view, he _had_ been very lucky in his career. He
abruptly put aside this stray thought, along with his fit of impatience.
At another time she used a similar argument. "I never tried for
anything really big. Like your inheriting a million dollars. Or
becoming president of Hempnell overnight, even if I'd thought you
wanted to. There's a law of reaction or retribution in all conjuring--I
mean, I used to think there was. Like the kick of a gun. I was afraid."
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