Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of TemperamentMerrick, Leonard
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Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of Temperament
Merrick, Leonard
Theater -- Great Britain -- Fiction
So the evening came when Conrad sat in Mowbray Lodge looking forward to
the morrow and the arrival of the train due at twelve fifteen. And he
looked forward with more eagerness because the evening--strange to
say--was rather melancholy, and the knowledge that he was going to bed
in the room where he had slept as a boy induced a mood totally
different from the mood he had expected of it. He did not feel a boy
as he sat in the silent house, by a bad light, listening to the rain
patter on the shrubs. On the contrary he felt increasingly old and
increasingly mournful while the long evening wore away. The dreary
lamps depressed him, and the sad tick of the clock, and the ceaseless
dripping of the rain sent him to the whisky-bottle.
After breakfast next day he bought lamps--several of them--with duplex
burners. The roads were a little sloppy, but the sky was blue. He was
gratified to reflect that his cousins were doubtless blinking in a
black fog; the permanent pleasure of wintering in the country is the
thought of how unhappy our friends must be in town. In the forlornest
watering-places of the south coast you may notice, on a fine November
morning, people folding newspapers briskly, and looking heavenward with
a twinkle in their eyes. They are all returning thanks for the
sufferings of their friends in London.
The train due at twelve fifteen wound into view at twelve thirty-five.
They were there! Nina, alert, a smile on her thin, shrewd face;
Regina, with an air of having travelled under protest; Ted, bowed
beneath the weight of the Law Courts.
"So you've come!"
"At last! What a loathsome line!"
"Who's looking after the luggage? Is there a cab to be had?"
"Well, of course. Do you suppose it's a village?"
"How hot it is! You must be smothered in those furs, dear?" This to
Nina from 'Gina. 'Gina was always expensively clothed, and badly
dressed, but she couldn't vie with the Regent's Park sables. "You must
be half dead," she insisted compassionately; "it's as warm as the
Riviera."
"We boast of it in our advertisements," said Conrad, "but it isn't.
How did you leave Toto and the family?"
He heard that it was a fine day in town too, and secretly resented the
fact. The party drove away, another "fly" rumbling with the baggage in
their wake.
"The lane!" he exclaimed as he sprang out. "And it's the same as ever."
"I don't remember it a bit," said all three, gazing about them vaguely.
"The garden!" he displayed it in triumph.
"I fancied it was quite big," said Nina. "Funny how wee children's
eyes exaggerate, isn't it?" But she had not really been so wee as all
that.
"The hall, where Boultbee was always ragging us because we didn't wipe
our shoes!" He had thrown the door open before the maid could run
upstairs.
"Who was Boultbee?" asked Regina. "What a memory you have!"
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