Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of Temperament — John Shaqi
Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of TemperamentMerrick, Leonard
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Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of Temperament
Merrick, Leonard
Theater -- Great Britain -- Fiction
"I'm not sorry I took it," he answered. "Of course everything is more
or less a disappointment except the unattainable. When Columbus
reached the new world at last, the aborigines said, 'Well, what do you
think of Amurrica?' He said, 'I thought it would be bigger.' A bird
in the hand is not worth two in the bush; on the contrary, a lark in
the sky is worth two in the pudding. If you ever scratched those
pretty hands of yours getting a glow-worm out of a hedge, you know
that, when you have brought it home, you wondered why you had given
yourself so much inconvenience to acquire the little impostor.
Possession strains--it depresseth her that gives, and him that takes.
While it was in the hedge, the glow-worm shone no less divine than the
poet's star."
"Where was that?" she said.
"In a fable. Did you think I meant a star of the music-halls? They
weren't the fashion in poetry yet. He was a glorious poet enchanted by
a star of the heavens. He stretched his arms to it, he sang to it
nightly. And for his sake the star 'stooped earthward, and became a
woman.' And then the day came when the woman asked her lover which was
best--'The Star's beam, or the Woman's breast':--
"'I miss from heaven,' the man replied,
'A light that drew my spirit to it.'
And to the man the woman sigh'd,
'I miss from earth a poet.'"
"M-m, that's rather sensible," admitted Nina, "I like that--I suppose
it can't be really great poetry. What get on my nerves so in the
poetry of the Really Great are those irritating words that I knew were
coming, like 'porphyry' and 'empyrean,' and 'bower' and 'nymph;' and
then there are the titles--they always sound so dull because I never
know what they mean. Well, go on talking to me."
About eleven o'clock the downpour ceased, and presently a timid sunbeam
played upon a puddle. They went out to look for a library at noon.
There was no need for umbrellas.
The librarian was a listless young woman of "superior manners." When
not occupied among the literature, she assisted in the fancy
department. While Nina was lingering at the shelves, three other
readers went to the counter, and the first lady said:--
"Good morning. I want a ... book. Something--er--rather exciting."
The young woman threw an omniscient glance at the collection, and
plucked. The lady read the title aloud:--
"Is this rather exciting?"
"Oh yes, madam, that is very exciting."
"Oh." She ruffled the pages irresolutely. "It's not very long," she
murmured; "haven't you anything longer?"
The young woman plucked.
"Is this rather exciting?" asked the lady.
The librarian assured her that it was no less exciting than the other
novel.
"Oh," said the lady... "'The Face in the Drawer.' Oh ... I'll take
this one then. You know the address, don't you? Good morning."
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