Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of Temperament — John Shaqi
Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of TemperamentMerrick, Leonard
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Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of Temperament
Merrick, Leonard
Theater -- Great Britain -- Fiction
"Dr. Page lived there in--let me think, where are we now? It must have
been in eighteen seventy-seven."
"Oh Gawd!" said the young man faintly. For the first time an
expression humanised his countenance, an expression of dismay tempered
with entertainment. It made Conrad feel prehistoric. "Eighteen
sev-enty-sev-en? I'm sure I couldn't tell you who lived there then."
A snigger escaped him. "There was a Dr. Page at Esselfield," he
repeated; "he may have been at Rose Villa first."
"Is there any place in the town," asked Conrad, with frank disgust,
"where it's possible to see an old directory?"
"I shouldn't think," averred the heavy young man, "that a directory was
published in Sweetbay in 'sev-enty-sev-en." There was nearly a twinkle
in his eyes.
"Thank you," said Conrad. "Good afternoon."
He went forth to seek the Esselfield Road incensed as well as
disappointed now. 'Seventy-seven? Who was this blank-faced dolt to
jeer at 'seventy-seven? Sweetbay had been an infinitely more
attractive place in 'seventy-seven than it was to-day. The High Street
bored him as he walked. Once it had been stimulating, replete with
interest, and now it was unworthy his attention. He looked at it as a
young girl looks at a married man. There was a fresh-coloured woman
dandling her baby behind the glass door of a baker's shop as he passed,
and he recognised with a frown that she had not been born in
'seventy-seven. It was a small matter, but it depressed him more.
The sepulchral window of a monumental mason caught his glance.
Overhead was the inscription, "Established 1852." He wavered in his
course and entered. The interior was like a premature graveyard,
ranged with marble tombstones waiting for allotment, and brittle
wreaths lamenting the dissolution of "Beloved" relatives who were still
alive. There seemed to him something appropriate in pursuing his
investigations among the tombstones. But though the business had been
established in 1852, the mason himself proved to be very recent. When
he realised that his interlocutor was not there to give an order, the
sympathetic droop of his bearing evaporated, and he straightened into a
careless soul to whom the mention of 'seventy-seven was almost as
disconcerting as it had been to Mr. Stokes.
The Esselfield Road was thick with mud after the heavy rains. His long
tramp--for he had learnt that it was necessary to walk--had no
enlivening effect on Conrad's mood, nor was the village cheering when
he reached it. A few houses were scattered beside a common; some geese
waddled around a pond. Beyond an inn, a labourer in his cups shouted a
refrain of the London music-halls.
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