Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of TemperamentMerrick, Leonard
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Conrad in Quest of His Youth: An Extravagance of Temperament
Merrick, Leonard
Theater -- Great Britain -- Fiction
"Yes--all on their side; I didn't think it was good enough to sign
that. So I said I'd like to, but I was going to be married at the end
of the summer."
"You weren't really?"
"Not much! No marriage for me--not in the Profession anyhow!--but lots
of them think a contract doesn't bind you any more if you marry. Lil
Rayburn put me up to that dodge. She lent me her song when the
Tarantelles wanted me--it was a great concession: her big success!
Whenever she doesn't want to sign an option and is afraid to refuse
point-blank, she looks bashful and says she's going to be married at
the end of the summer. She has been going to be married 'at the end of
the summer' for the last nine years!" They turned to the fire, and lit
cigarettes--Rosalind's; she had remembered to put a hundred in her
trunk.
"'What is the use of loving a girl
If the girl don't love _you_?'"
hummed Tattie. The song was just published. "They _are_ fine
cigarettes!
'What is the use of loving a girl
When you know she don't want yer _to_?'
Of course, you have the best of everything now. It does seem curious."
"My having the best of everything?"
"No, your wanting the worst.
'What if she's fair beyond all compare,
And what if her eyes are blue----'
Fancy living in your style, and coming to rooms like these for fun!"
"Oh, Tattie," said Rosalind, "that's just what I did come for! I
haven't any fun at home."
"But I thought in Society they had no end of a good time?"
"So they do, in a way, but it's the wrong way for me--I never rehearsed
for it, I'm not easy in the part; I wasn't meant for high-class comedy.
And I miss you--I've no pal now."
"_I_'ve missed _you_, I can tell you! Oh, the tour after you left,
wasn't that damn dull! The girl I lived with was so 'off'--common.
Well, you can tell _I'm_ a perfect lady--I just said 'damn'--but I
usedn't to, did I? Remember? Good-hearted girl, but she was so horrid
at table. And under that silk blouse--all anyhow! Not that I like to
see a girl with too smart underlinen, I always think it looks fishy;
but hers was--well, if she had been run over one day when we were out,
I'd have been ashamed to own her!"
"Let's go and look up some of the Company, shall we?" said Rosalind.
"What name had I better have?"
"What's the matter with 'Heath?' There are plenty of 'Miss Heaths'
about."
"Yes, but you're sure to let the 'Rosalind' slip, and that will give me
away. Introduce me as 'Miss Daintree.' Do you know where any of the
women are staying?"
"We'll find them on the pier. We always make for the pier on Sunday
evenings when there's a concert; it's something to do. I suppose I'm
to say you're in the Profession?"
"I'm an actress out of an engagement," assented Rosalind, throwing her
cigarette in the fender. "Make haste, or we shall be too late!"
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