Detective and mystery stories; Disappeared persons -- Fiction; Smuggling -- Fiction; Women journalists -- Fiction
“I have studied you,” he said, in a voice of one coming to the end
of an oration. “I have found you in all ways capable of filling the
position of my wife. Er--you would be a credit to me. Yes, indeed. End
all your difficulties. Satisfy every whim. What more can anybody ask?”
He stared at her pompously, but with a horrid hunger in his eyes,
stared as if waiting for an answer.
“I am asking you,” he said, “to become Mrs. Abner Fownes.”
She gasped to hear the unthinkable put into words. It had not seemed
possible to her that it could be put into words. It was the sort of
thing one hinted at, made use of _double entendre_ to convey. But he
dragged it out into the light and gloated over it. He insisted on
stating it baldly.... She bore it as she would endure some shock,
quivered under the affront of it, caught her breath, grasped at her
heart as if to quiet it with her fingers. For moments she could not
move nor speak. She was engulfed in material horror of the thing. It
was as if she were immersed in some cold, clammy, clinging, _living_
fluid--a fluid endowed with gristly life.
Suddenly she found herself upon her feet, speaking words. The words
came from subconscious depths, not directed by intellect or by will,
but by the deep-lying soul, by the living, indestructible thing which
was herself. Disgust emanated from her.
“You toad!” she heard herself say. “You white, dreadful toad! You
dare to say such words to _me_! You dare to sit there appraising
me, coveting me! You ask me to be your wife--your _wife_!... You
are unspeakably horrible--can’t you see how horrible you are?” She
heard her voice arguing with him, trying to impress him with his
own horribleness. “You dreadful, fat little creature! A credit to
you!... I can think of no woman so low, so degraded, so unnatural as
to be a credit to what you are. A woman of the streets would refuse
you. Your touch would be death to her soul--to what fragment of soul
she retained.... How dare you insult me so?...” The words would not
stop, the dreadful words. She did not wish to utter them, knew their
utterance served no purpose, but they continued to flow as water from a
broken spout. She rent and tore him, holding him up to the light of the
stars for himself to see. It was a dreadful thing to do to any human
being; to sink one’s claws into his body, searching for and finding and
rending the soul.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account