Detective and mystery stories; Disappeared persons -- Fiction; Smuggling -- Fiction; Women journalists -- Fiction
They stood in darkness. Carmel stretched out her hand and took the
shotgun from Simmy’s grip. The feel of the cold barrel was distasteful
to her. She felt a sense of outrage that she should be compelled to
come in contact with an event such as this, an event of sordidness
and violence. This was a reaction. For the moment she conceived of
herself as doing something which, in the words of her grandmother,
was unladylike. Even then she smiled at it. This was succeeded by
determination. Doubtless her great-grandmothers had defended their
homes from the raids of savage Indians. They had not been too delicate
to handle firearms in the defense of their lives and their homes. Why
should she be less resolute than they.... There was the story of the
great-great-aunt who had killed an intruding savage with an ax!... If
those things were heroic in pioneer days, why were they so unthinkable
to-day? If women could display resolution, high courage, and perform
awful acts of fortitude in 1771, why was not the woman of 1921 capable
of conduct as praiseworthy?
Then, too, there was a specious unreality about the affair, something
of play-acting. Carmel could not dispel the reflection that it was not
_so_. She was making believe. No drunken men were actually approaching
with sledge hammers. Her plant and her person were in no danger. It was
playing with other toys substituted for dolls. She drew closer to her
the cold barrel of the toy she clutched in her fingers.
“The safety’s on,” said Simmy, practically.
“The safety?”
“Yes, ’m, so’s nobody kin shoot himself. You have to take off the
safety before the trigger’ll pull.”
“How do you do it?”
“You push this here dingus,” said Simmy.
Carmel promptly pushed it.
Far down the street she heard a single shout, a few maudlin words of
a lumber-camp song. She stepped to the door and peered up the shadowy
thoroughfare. Across the Square and perhaps two blocks away she made
out a number of dark figures, straggling toward her in midstreet. She
could not count accurately, but estimated there were ten or a dozen of
them. She crouched in the recess of the doorway and waited. Unreality
was dispelled now. She was cognizant of fact--literal, visible, potent
fact.
Her sensation was not fear, but it was unpleasant. It resembled
nothing in her experience so much as the feeling one has in the pit
of his stomach when descending rapidly in an elevator. She could feel
her knees tremble. Always she had heard this spoken of as a symbol
of cowardice, and she tried to restrain their shaking.... The men
approached noisily.
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