But as she went down-stairs, the smile faded. It was as if the shadow
of the Tower Rooms were upon her. As if the loneliness and sadness of
Roger Poole had become hers. As if his burden was added to her other
burdens.
Aunt Frances, more regal than ever in gold and amethyst brocade, was
presiding over a mountainous pile of white boxes, behind which the
unlighted tree spread its branches.
"My child," she said reprovingly, as Mary entered, "I wonder if you
were ever in time for anything."
And Porter whispered in Mary's ear as he led her to the piano: "Is this
a merry Christmas or a Contrary-Mary Christmas? You look as if you had
the weight of the world on your shoulders."
She shook her head. Tears were very near the surface. He saw it and
was jealously unhappy. What had brought her in this mood from the
Tower Rooms?
And now Barry turned off the lights, and in the darkness Mary struck
the first chords and began to sing, "Holy Night----"
As her voice throbbed through the stillness, little stars shone out
upon the tree until it was all in shining glory.
Up-stairs, Roger heard Mary singing. He went to his window and drew
back the curtains. Outside the world was wrapped in snow. The lights
from the lower windows shone on the fountain, and showed the little
bronze boy in a winding sheet of white.
But it was not the little bronze boy that Roger Poole saw. It was
another boy--himself--singing in a dim church in a big city, and his
soul was in the words. And when he knelt to pray, it seemed to him
that the whole world prayed. He was bathed in reverence. In his
boyish soul there was no hint of unbelief--no doubt of the divine
mystery.
He saw himself again in a church. And now it was he who spoke to the
people of the Shepherds and the Star. And he knew that he was making
them believe. That he was bringing to them the assurance which
possessed his own soul--and again there were candles on the altar, and
again he sang, and the choir boys sang, and the song was the one that
Mary Ballard was singing----
He saw himself once more in a church. But this time there was no
singing. There were no candles, no light except such as came faintly
through the leaded panes. He was alone in the dimness, and he stood in
the pulpit and looked around at the empty pews. Then the light went
out behind the windows, and he knelt in the darkness; but not to pray.
His head was hidden in his arms. Since then he had never shed a tear,
and he had never gone to church.
* * * * * *
Mary's song was followed by carols in which the other voices
joined--Porter's and Barry's and Leila's; General Dick's breathy tenor,
Aunt Isabelle's quaver, Aunt Frances' dominant note--with Susan Jenks
and the colored maid who helped her on such occasions, piping up like
two melodious blackbirds in the hall.
Then General Dick played Santa Claus, handing out the parcels with
felicitous little speeches.
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