California -- Fiction; Ranch life -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Dean studied Ginger and Ojeda and the rest of them with angry and
grudging admiration, their boundless endurance, their lazy confidence,
their utter oneness with their mounts. Then, honestly disgusted
with himself, he set to work to see the thing as it was, not in its
interrelationship to his own unfitness. He told himself unsparingly
that he was like the type of American who goes to a foreign land
and talks disparagingly about the foreigners; his sense of balance
came back. He, Dean Wolcott, was the failure here. These people were
integral parts of the virile picture; they fitted strongly into the
high brown hills and the blue mountains far beyond, into the wide dry
valleys and the deep cañons: he belonged on the pavement, in the shadow
of grave buildings, art galleries, quiet clubs, dignified offices. It
was absurd to let himself be overcome with such a sense of bitterness
and rebellion; suppose he didn’t and couldn’t make good here, according
to their crude and simple standards? Could they make good in Boston,
according to his? He was weary enough to begin to quote, bromidically
to himself. East was east and west was west, and never the twain-- Ah,
but the twain did, occasionally, brilliantly, satisfyingly, as he and
Ginger had met on Aleck’s bridge, the good, simple Aleck who had opened
a window into a new world for him, in the trenches; who had given him
Ginger.
He looked at her through the blazing and merciless sunlight, blinking
as he had done on that first morning. She was in corduroy, worn,
rubbed, dusty corduroy, as were almost all of the men. It was the
only wear, in this lusty land, apparently. Corduroy; _corde du roi_:
he smiled inwardly; once, long ago, wider waled and softer, and
in delicate hues, kings had favored it; wine-red, emerald-green,
royal-purple, it had glowed in courts.... Now it had come down in the
world--drab, utilitarian ... dust-colored, dust-covered....
* * * * *
They reached the shipping point at last; there was a hectic half hour
of getting the steers across the concrete highway; they advanced upon
it warily, putting their noses down to it, snorting, pawing, holding
back against the pressure of the herd behind them; then they went with
a rush, over, up and down, wild, terrified; plunging, slipping. Some
one told Dean, curtly, to tie his horse and go out on foot on to the
highway to stop the automobiles. It was exquisite relief and exquisite
torture to be walking; it was ludicrous to feel a sudden access of
power and authority, holding up his hand like a traffic policeman,
seeing the cars slam on their brakes and obey him, to have people lean
out and ask him questions about the cattle. He was busily useful for
thirty minutes; he was doing his job as well as any man of them. Then
he was hauling himself unhappily into the saddle again, and they were
off.
“Got to make time while we can,” said Ginger, “before we pick up the
yearlings. Let’s go!”
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