Cyborgs -- Fiction; Science fiction; Short stories; Space ships -- Fiction; Space travelers -- Fiction
"Either man or robot can be described in familiar terms. We are
accustomed to both and understand the functions of either. But you are
something new. Totally different. Unpredictable, terribly unfamiliar,
possibly a serious menace. You are disturbed by memory and habit
patterns. These will alter gradually as you overlay the old patterns
with new ones, new memories, instincts and habit impulses. We can't
replace intangibles. The old groove helps you for a time but you'll
outgrow it. And the new grooves may take curious directions before
you're through. You may even be immortal."
Synthetic flesh puckered Bell's mouth into a curious effect as if his
emotions caricatured a human grin.
"So I am the jackpot question?" he queried. "I expected such outlandish
ideas from my second-hand thinkbox but you've really pulled up a dilly.
What happens if I don't accept your fantastic diagnosis? Suppose I go
back to Earth anyhow?"
Hastings shrugged. "I hoped you were too intelligent to insist,
Bell. The people on Earth aren't prepared for you. There were other
experiments, you know. Previous attempts to reconstruct a functioning
being from damaged and spare parts. Their history makes it tougher
for you. They were failures but pretty hard on mankind. Some went
insane. Most of them destroyed themselves. Potentially your brain is
a superbrain. You're the first successful experiment. But you're new
in the saddle and it's a mighty strange horse. You could trample a lot
of innocent people, get thrown and perhaps badly hurt yourself. People
will make it difficult enough for you here. Don't push your luck."
"I've listened," said Bell oddly. "I believe you're reasonably honest.
But there's something you haven't told me. What is it?"
Hastings shook his head. "I wanted to make this easy for you, Bell.
I asked for your interview. I was curious, true. Not only in the
scientific sense but snoopy-curious, human-curious. That's the decent
motive, curiosity combined with a desire to help. But there was another
reason. You'll run into it from here on so I'll tell you straight: I'm
afraid of you. Not just your interesting possibilities. I'm afraid of
what you are now. You're different, you and I are civilized enough to
know and accept it. But even we don't dare face how different. My chief
emotion toward you is panic terror. Just how do you think other people
will feel?"
"I don't have to guess," Bell admitted. "I'm wondering how my wife will
feel. You're afraid of what you don't see in me. And I'm afraid of what
I will see in her. But I have to see it myself. I still want to go
home."
Hastings' gesture was hopeless. "And you won't be satisfied till you
have a try at stowing away on the spaceship? Is that it?"
Bell refused audible comment. Hastings made a last try. "You can't do
it, Bell. Ticket or no ticket. No captain or crew would dare trust you
on a spaceship. Try it if you must. But don't hurt anyone. You know
what that would mean."
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