Country life -- England -- Fiction; Short stories, English; Working class -- England -- Fiction
The clamour went on within, some angry, some grossly laughing, some
striving to pacify.
The landlord had come down to the door, and after looking out through
the glass, had half opened it and had glanced out. But the lad had drawn
aside under the eaves.
“Why didn’t ’e keep ’is ’ands off what weren’t ’is?” one was saying
angrily.
“’E’s gettin’ too cheeky by ’alf,” said another.
“Well, ’e shan’t come into my bar no more,” declared the landlord
decisively, turning back into the room. “Many’s the time I’ve ’ad a mind
to say so afore, when ’is pore mother used to come a-loiterin’ and
waitin’ out there in the cold to try and fetch ’im ’ome. Mighty little
’e ever cared for ’er, nor anythin’ as _she_ might ha’ said. But so long
as ’e be’aved I ’adn’t the right to turn ’im out. ’E’s done for ’isself
to-night though, and ’e don’t come in no more.”
“Good riddance too,” said one of the girls, settling her hair that had
been loosened in the scuffle; and the landlord closed the door and drew
the curtain across it.
But the lad outside made no effort to re-enter. He did not seem to have
heard what had passed within his earshot.
He stood stock-still as they had left him, slowly rubbing his head with
a trembling hand.
“Rot,” said he at last, to himself, with a feeble attempt at a laugh.
“Ghosts! There ain’t no sich things as ghosts!”
Then he took a few steps forward, slowly and unsteadily, for he was
drunk; not, however, in the direction of the village, and of his rough
and lonely lodging, but between the hedges of the narrow lane beyond,
where the figure had flitted before him.
Perhaps he had made a mistake; down that lane to the left stood the
cottage, deserted now, where he had spent all the years of his life,
alone—ever since he could remember—with the mother whom he had neglected
and ill-treated, whom they all told him that he had killed.
The words buzzed wearily through his aching brain.
“Mighty little ’e ever cared for _’er_, nor anythin’ as _she_ might ha’
said!”
Yes, it was jolly true too!
And his own words, spoken an hour ago, echoed back again: “Precious
little I ever cared for the women-folk’s jaw!”
It was as they said: he had killed her, and he had never cared for her,
he had never mourned her, he had been drunk the day of her very funeral;
he never missed her now.
He stumbled on. The winter twilight had faded long since, and the moon
had slipped behind a cloud. The lane was quite dark, and he could no
longer make out the swish of the white cotton skirt which he had fancied
he had seen against the hedgerow. Nevertheless he stumbled on.
The old home lay close at hand; the well-known turning to it struck off
here to the left. It stood in a field a little back from the road; there
was an apple-tree in front of it and behind it, in the meadow that
stretched down to the river, their cow used to feed in the days before
his mother had had to sell her.
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