Country life -- England -- Fiction; Short stories, English; Working class -- England -- Fiction
He stumbled on. Here, by the fence, she was wont to come down of a
morning to see him off to work, of an evening to welcome him home,
and—yes—often and often o’ night time to watch for him along the dark
and lonely road, when he was coming home—as he was coming to-night—full
of drink.
Home? Yes, it was home _then_, little as he had appreciated it.
He stopped at the fence, and steadied himself on its worn and worm-eaten
bar.
The moonlight was leaking through the cloud again, and dimly lit the
thatched roof of the cottage, whose blank windows and sealed door looked
sadly across the field at him.
The latched gate was close to his hand: he opened it and went in, and
the moon shone out more brightly.
The apple-tree was bare, the climbing blush rose and hardy
canary-creeper on the porch were barren and leafless, the frost lay hard
and crisp on the neglected garden path where he had often seen her
watering the peonies and the sweet-william, or dressing the hollyhocks
in some leisure moment. It was cold and lifeless now in the cold
moonlight, but he saw it in sunlight and in summer, when the vegetables
were green in the tiny plot of land, when the few sweet-peas scented the
air, or when the apples were red on the tree.
He had never noticed any of it then, but now he was sure there had been
sweet-peas and hollyhocks, and that he had seen his mother cutting the
cabbages beyond them.
He scratched his head, he could not make himself out.
If it had been daylight no power would have led him to open that gate
and steal into this forgotten corner, but even so he could not make
himself out.
The cold air had been sobering him fast, but he told himself that he was
drunk.
It was “jolly true enough” all that they had said: he hated his home,
and had been in it as little as might be; he had broken his mother’s
heart, and now that she was dead how could it be that he should either
miss her or mourn her? Of course it could not be.
But still he lingered; the drink that was in him kept him warm, and he
forgot the frost and saw the summer again.
And as he looked, the moon left the last of the cloud behind and shone
out brilliantly; and there, beneath the apple-tree, he saw again the
spare figure of medium height in the faded print gown, standing still as
large as life.
His heart seemed to stop beating: there might be no such things as
ghosts, but who was that figure standing there under the apple-tree?
It stirred now. Was it coming to meet him? He felt a cold sweat break
out over his brow. No, it moved in the opposite direction—across the
grass, past the cottage; it was moving in the direction of the river.
And he followed—as though he were _obliged_ to follow; slowly at first,
as in a dream, but as the figure quickened its pace—more quickly too.
What was it, where was it going?
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