City and town life -- Fiction; Country life -- Fiction
Little by little Phil lost his self-possession; he could scarcely look
in any direction without encountering the eyes of some one who seemed to
regard him as a curiosity. An attempt to ignore the attention by reading
the advertising signs above the windows of the car was a dismal failure,
for he somehow felt that several pairs of eyes were upon him, and this
was rather more annoying than seeing them. The strain became
unendurable; so he suddenly looked through a window, as if to see where
he was, then hastily went to the rear platform and asked the conductor
to let him off. As he stood there he heard a young man whisper,--
“Country!”
Then he heard a young woman softly ejaculate,--
“Te-he!”
The street was as dark as gas-lighted streets usually are; it was
almost deserted, and the autumn evening was quite chilly, but Phil felt
as if his blazing eyes were illuminating everything,--as if the walls
had eyes to look disapprovingly at Haynton fashions, or as if his own
blood were hot enough to warm the entire atmosphere of New York. He knew
what he would do: when he reached Sol Mantring’s sloop he would remain
aboard until she sailed; then he would go back to Haynton and remain
there forever. He could exist without New York, if New York found him
unsatisfactory. He didn’t care ever to see again anybody in New York,
except, perhaps, Lucia. As for her, hadn’t even she----
Before the next car arrived, Phil had entirely changed his mind.
Nevertheless, before continuing his journey he cautiously peered in to
see if any of the passengers were likely to prove critical. There seemed
to be no one to fear; at one end of the car was a shabby-looking peddler
with his pack, evidently arrived by a late train from the suburbs; at
the other an old man seemed inclined to doze, and directly opposite the
newest passenger sat a plain, modest-looking person, whom a New Yorker
would have rightly identified as a waiter at a restaurant or café.
Apparently three persons less qualified or inclined to criticise
personal appearance could not have been found by careful search; yet
within five minutes Phil was sure that all of them had noticed him and
studied him. As he was disinclined to squander another car-fare on his
feelings, he sought the dusky seclusion of the rear platform and engaged
the conductor in conversation, which on Phil’s part consisted solely of
questions; yet he was astonished, as well as indignant, when the
conductor remarked, at a moment when the talk showed signs of lagging,--
“You’re from the rural district, I s’pose?”
“What makes you say that?” asked Phil, indicating a sense of injury.
“Oh, I didn’t mean nothin’ out of the way,” said the conductor. “I only
kinder thought I was sure--why, I come from the country myself; yes sir,
an’ I ain’t ashamed of it, neither.”
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