This girl’s hunger for the homage and admiration of the other sex was
not so much abnormal as unrestrained. Her apparent lack of modesty was
in reality a superabundance of simplicity――witness her shallow
artifices and transparent little dishonesties which deceived few save
herself and the callowest of youths. Men “took their fun off her.” And
even Macgregor was not to be entrapped now. There is nothing so dead
as the fallen fancy of a boy. Moreover, Macgregor was still at the
stage when a girl’s face is her whole fortune, when the trimmest waist
and the prettiest curves are no assets whatsoever.
For a moment or two he fingered the belt, awkwardly, to be sure, but
with as much emotion as though it were a dog’s collar.
“Ay,” he said, “ye’re ower jimp for it.” And put his hand in his
pocket.
Then, indeed, it was forced on Jessie Mary that somehow her charms had
failed to hold her youngest admirer. The knowledge rankled. Yet she
carried it off fairly well.
“Ye’re no’ the first to tell me I’ve an extra sma’ waist,” she said,
with a toss of her head. Then, as if struck by a remembrance of some
duty or engagement: “But I’ve nae mair time to stan’ gassin’ wi’ you.
So long!” She ran briskly up the stone stair, humming a popular tune.
“So long,” returned Macgregor, and resumed his interrupted journey,
rather pleased than otherwise with himself. He realised, though not in
so many words, that he had conducted himself in more manly fashion
than ever before. It did not for a moment occur to him that he had
left a big “Why?” behind him, not only in the mind of Jessie Mary, but
in Willie Thomson’s also.
* * * * *
His pilgrimage ended at the illuminated window of M. Tod’s stationery
and fancy goods shop. Jingling the few coppers in his pockets, he
appeared to be deliberating a weighty problem of extensive purchases,
while, as a matter of fact, he inwardly debated the most profitable
ways of wasting a penny. While he would now gladly have given all he
possessed――to wit, ninepence――to win a smile from the girl with the
scarlet blouse and the ripe-corn-yellow pigtail, he was not prepared
to squander more than he could help for the benefit of her employer.
The opaque panels at the back of the window were closed, the door of
the shop was composed chiefly of ground glass; wherefore he had no
inkling as to which person he was likely to encounter at the receipt
of custom. He was hoping and waiting for a customer to enter the shop,
so that he might gain a glimpse of the interior with the opening of
the door, when suddenly the lights in the window were lowered.
Evidently it was near to closing time.
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