Macgregor, having no overtime those weeks, contrived to visit the shop
nightly, excepting Tuesdays and Thursdays, Christina’s class nights.
He paid his footing, so to speak, with the purchase of a ha’penny
evening paper――which he could not well take home since his father was
in the habit of making a similar purchase on the way from work. M. Tod
was rarely in evidence; the evenings found her tired, and unless
several customers demanded attention at once (a rare event) she
remained in the living-room, browsing on novelettes selected for her
by her assistant. She was given to protesting she had never done such
a thing prior to Christina’s advent, to which Christina was wont to
reply that, while she herself was long since “fed up” with such
literature, it was high time M. Tod should know something about it.
Only once did the old woman intrude on the young people and prevent
intimate converse; but even then Macgregor did not depart unhappy, for
Christina’s farewell smile was reassuring in its whimsicality, and in
young love of all things seeing is believing.
It must not be supposed, all the same, that she gave him much direct
encouragement; her lapses from absolute discretion were brief as they
were rare. But the affections of the youthful male have a wonderful
way of subsisting on crumbs which hope magnifies into loaves.
Nevertheless, her kindliness was a definite thing, and under its
influence the boy lost some of his shyness and gained a little
confidence in himself. He had already taken a leap over one barrier of
formality: he had called her “Christina” to her face, and neither her
face nor her lips had reproved him; he had asked her to call him
“Macgreegor”――or “Mac” if she preferred it, and she had promised to
“see about it.”
On this November Saturday afternoon he was on his way to make the
tremendous request that she should allow him to walk home with her
when her day’s work was over. He was far from sure of himself. In the
reign of Jessie Mary――what an old story now!――he would not have openly
craved permission, but would have hung about on the chance of meeting
her alone and in pleasant humour. But he could not act so with
Christina. Instinct as well as inclination prevented him. Moreover, he
had been witness, on a certain evening when he had lingered near the
shop――just to see her with her hat on――-of the fate that befell a
young man (a regular customer, too, Christina told him afterwards) who
dared to proffer his escort off-hand. Christina had simply halted,
turned and pointed, as one might point for a dog’s guidance, and after
a long moment the young man had gone in the direction opposite to that
in which he had intended. To Macgregor the little scene had been
gratifying yet disturbing. The memory of it chilled his courage now.
But he was not the boy to relinquish a desire simply because he was
afraid.
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