England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
The minister went on asking me questions respecting Holdsworth’s future
plans; and brought out a large old-fashioned atlas, that he might find
out the exact places between which the new railroad was to run. Then
supper was ready; it was always on the table as soon as the clock on
the stairs struck eight, and down came Phillis—her face white and set,
her dry eyes looking defiance to me, for I am afraid I hurt her
maidenly pride by my glance of sympathetic interest as she entered the
room. Never a word did she say—never a question did she ask about the
absent friend, yet she forced herself to talk.
And so it was all the next day. She was as pale as could be, like one
who has received some shock; but she would not let me talk to her, and
she tried hard to behave as usual. Two or three times I repeated, in
public, the various affectionate messages to the family with which I
was charged by Holdsworth; but she took no more notice of them than if
my words had been empty air. And in this mood I left her on the Sabbath
evening.
My new master was not half so indulgent as my old one. He kept up
strict discipline as to hours, so that it was some time before I could
again go out, even to pay a call at the Hope Farm.
It was a cold misty evening in November. The air, even indoors, seemed
full of haze; yet there was a great log burning on the hearth, which
ought to have made the room cheerful. Cousin Holman and Phillis were
sitting at the little round table before the fire, working away in
silence. The minister had his books out on the dresser, seemingly deep
in study, by the light of his solitary candle; perhaps the fear of
disturbing him made the unusual stillness of the room. But a welcome
was ready for me from all; not noisy, not demonstrative—that it never
was; my damp wrappers were taken off; the next meal was hastened, and a
chair placed for me on one side of the fire, so that I pretty much
commanded a view of the room. My eye caught on Phillis, looking so pale
and weary, and with a sort of aching tone (if I may call it so) in her
voice. She was doing all the accustomed things—fulfilling small
household duties, but somehow differently—I can’t tell you how, for she
was just as deft and quick in her movements, only the light spring was
gone out of them. Cousin Holman began to question me; even the minister
put aside his books, and came and stood on the opposite side of the
fire-place, to hear what waft of intelligence I brought. I had first to
tell them why I had not been to see them for so long—more than five
weeks. The answer was simple enough; business and the necessity of
attending strictly to the orders of a new superintendent, who had not
yet learned trust, much less indulgence. The minister nodded his
approval of my conduct, and said,—“Right, Paul! ‘Servants, obey in all
things your master according to the flesh.’ I have had my fears lest
you had too much licence under Edward Holdsworth.”
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