Fiction; Short stories, Russian -- Translations into English
And I longed to take part in it, and to express, in some way or other,
the rapture that filled my heart to overflowing, in the presence
of the mysterious force which scatters gloom, and gathering clouds.
The blue light which lit up the sky seemed to gleam in my soul too;
and how was I to express my passion and my ecstasy at the
grandeur of nature? I sang aloud, at the top of my voice.
The thunder roared, the lightning flashed, the grass whispered,
while I sang and felt myself in close kinship with nature's music.
I was delirious, and it was pardonable, for it harmed no one but myself.
I was filled with the desire to absorb, as much as possible,
the mighty, living beauty and force that was raging on the steppe;
and to get closer to it. A tempest at sea, and a thunderstorm on
the steppes! I know nothing grander in nature. And so I shouted
to my heart's content, in the absolute belief that I troubled
no one, nor placed any one in a position to criticize my action.
But suddenly, I felt my legs seized, and I fell helpless into
a pool of water.
Shakro was looking into my face with serious and wrathful eyes.
"Are you mad? Aren't you? No? Well, then, be quiet! Don't shout!
I'll cut your throat! Do you understand?"
I was amazed, and I asked him first what harm I was doing him?
"Why, you're frightening me! It's thundering; God is speaking,
and you bawl. What are you thinking about?"
I replied that I had a right to sing whenever I chose.
Just as he had.
"But I don't want to!" he said.
"Well, don't sing then!" I assented.
"And don't you sing!" insisted Shakro.
"Yes, I mean to sing!"
"Stop! What are you thinking about?" he went on angrily.
"Who are you? You have neither home nor father, nor mother;
you have no relations, no land! Who are you? Are you anybody,
do you suppose? It's I am somebody in the world!
I have everything!"
He slapped his chest vehemently.
"I'm a prince, and you--you're nobody--nothing! You say--you're this
and that! Who else says so? All Koutais and Tiflies know me!
You shall not contradict me! Do you hear? Are you not my servant?
I'll pay ten times over for all you have done for me. You shall obey me!
You said yourself that God taught us to serve each other without seeking
for a reward; but I'll reward you.
"Why will you annoy me, preaching to me, and frightening me?
Do you want me to be like you? That's too bad!
You can't make me like yourself! Foo! Foo!"
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