Fiction; Short stories, Russian -- Translations into English
Under the rafts, the water gurgled musically. On the right bank,
very far off, a cock crew. Swaying lightly under their feet,
the raft floated on toward a point where the darkness dissolved
into lighter tones, and the clouds took on themselves clearer
shapes and less sombre hues.
"Silan Petrovitch, do you know what they were shouting about there?
I know. I bet you I know. It was Mitia who was complaining
about us to Sergei; and it was he who cried out with trouble,
and Sergei was cursing us!"
Marka questioned anxiously Silan's face, which, after her words,
became grim and coldly stubborn.
"Well!" shortly.
"Well, that's all!"
"If that's all, there was nothing to say."
"Don't get angry."
"Angry with you? I should like to be angry with you, but I can't."
"You love Marsha?" she whispered, coaxingly leaning toward him.
"You bet!" answered Silan, with emphasis, stretching out toward
her his powerful arms. "Come now, don't tease me!"
She twisted her body with the movements of a cat, and once
more leaned toward him.
"We shall upset the steering again," whispered he, kissing her face
which burned under his lips.
"Shut up now! They can see us at the other end;"
and motioning aft with her head, she struggled to free herself,
but he held her more tightly still with one arm, and managed
the pole with the other hand.
"They can see us? Let them see us. I spit on them all!
I'm sinning, that's true; I know it; and shall have to answer
for it to God; but still you never were his wife; you were free;
you belonged to yourself. He's suffering, I know. And what about me?
Is my position a pleasant one? It is true that you were not his wife;
but all the same, with my position, how must I feel now?
Is it not a dreadful sin before God? It is a sin!
I know it all, and I've gone through everything!
Because it's a thing worth doing!
"We love only once, and we may die any day. Oh! Marka! If I'd
only waited a month before marrying you to Mitia, nothing of this
would have happened. Directly after the death of Anfisa I would have
sent my friends to propose for you, and all would have been right!
Right before the law; without sin, without shame. That was my mistake,
and this mistake will take away from me five or ten years of my life.
Such a mistake as that makes an old man of one before one's time."
Silan Petroff spoke with decision, but quietly, while, an expression
of inflexible determination flashed from his face, giving him
the appearance of a man who was ready then and there to fight
and struggle for the right to love.
"Well, it's all right now; don't trouble yourself any more.
We have talked about it more than once already," whispered Marka,
freeing herself gently from his arms, and returning to her oar.
He began working his pole backward and forward, rapidly and energetically,
as if he wished to get rid of the load that weighed on his breast,
and cast a shadow over his fine face.
Day broke gradually.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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