American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
He gave her a smile which was clearly the lingering reflection of some
inner light. “I didn’t mean to be so late,” he said, tossing aside his hat
and the little red volume that served as a clue to his explorations. “I
turned in to the Louvre for a minute after I left you this morning, and the
place fairly swallowed me up--I couldn’t get away from it. I’ve been there
ever since.” He threw himself into a chair and glanced about for his pipe.
“It takes time,” he continued musingly, “to get at them, to make out what
they’re saying--the big fellows, I mean. They’re not a communicative lot.
At first I couldn’t make much out of their lingo--it was too different from
mine! But gradually, by picking up a hint here and there, and piecing them
together, I’ve begun to understand; and to-day, by Jove, I got one or two
of the old chaps by the throat and fairly turned them inside out--made them
deliver up their last drop.” He lifted a brilliant eye to her. “Lord, it
was tremendous!” he declared.
He had found his pipe and was musingly filling it. Claudia waited in
silence.
“At first,” he began again, “I was afraid their language was too hard for
me--that I should never quite know what they were driving at; they seemed
to cold-shoulder me, to be bent on shutting me out. But I was bound I
wouldn’t be beaten, and now, to-day”--he paused a moment to strike a
match--“when I went to look at those things of mine it all came over me
in a flash. By Jove! it was as if I’d made them all into a big bonfire to
light me on my road!”
His wife was trembling with a kind of sacred terror. She had been afraid
to pray for light for him, and here he was joyfully casting his whole past
upon the pyre!
“Is there nothing left?” she faltered.
“Nothing left? There’s everything!” he exulted. “Why, here I am, not much
over forty, and I’ve found out already--already!” He stood up and began to
move excitedly about the room. “My God! Suppose I’d never known! Suppose
I’d gone on painting things like that forever! Why, I feel like those
chaps at revivalist meetings when they get up and say they’re saved! Won’t
somebody please start a hymn?”
Claudia, with a tremulous joy, was letting herself go on the strong
current of his emotion; but it had not yet carried her beyond her depth,
and suddenly she felt hard ground underfoot.
“Mrs. Davant--“ she exclaimed.
He stared, as though suddenly recalled from a long distance. “Mrs. Davant?”
“We were to have met her--this afternoon--now--“
“At the gallery? Oh, that’s all right. I put a stop to that; I went to see
her after I left you; I explained it all to her.”
“All?”
“I told her I was going to begin all over again.”
Claudia’s heart gave a forward bound and then sank back hopelessly.
“But the panels--?”
“That’s all right too. I told her about the panels,” he reassured her.
“You told her--?”
“That I can’t paint them now. She doesn’t understand, of course; but she’s
the best little woman and she trusts me.”
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