Cruel Barbara Allen: From Coals Of Fire And Other Stories, Volume II. (of III.) — John Shaqi
Cruel Barbara Allen: From Coals Of Fire And Other Stories, Volume II. (of III.)Murray, David Christie
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Cruel Barbara Allen: From Coals Of Fire And Other Stories, Volume II. (of III.)
Murray, David Christie
Fiction
The days went by, days that were halcyon under love’s own sunshine. What
matter if the mere skies were clouded, the mere material sun shut out,
the wind bitter? Love can build a shelter for his votaries, and has
a sun-shine of his own. Still let me sing thy praises, gracious Love,
though I am entering on the days of fogeydom, and my minstrelsy is
something rusty. I remember; I remember. Thou and I have heard the
chimes at midnight, melancholy sweet.
‘Barbara,’ said Christopher, one evening, bending his mournful brows
above her, ‘we must part.’
‘Nonsense!’ said Barbara smilingly.
‘There is no hope of doing anything here,’ continued Christopher. ‘I
must face the world, and if there is anything in me, I must force the
world to see it and to own it. I am going up to London.’
‘To London?’ asked Barbara, no longer smiling.
‘To London,’ said Christopher, quoting Mrs. Browning; ‘to the
gathering-place of souls.’
‘What shall you do there, Christopher?’ asked Barbara, by this time
tremulous.
‘I shall take my compositions with me,’ he answered,’ and offer them
to the publishers. I will find out the people who give concerts and get
leave to play. I will play at first for nothing: I can but try. If
I fail, I fail. But there is nothing here to work upon. There is no
knowledge of art and no love for it. I must have more elbow-room.’
Elbow-room is indispensable to a violinist, and Barbara was compelled
to agree to her lover’s programme. She was a brave little creature, and
though she was as sorry to part with her lover as even he could wish
her, she accepted the inevitable. Christopher finished his quarter’s
instructions where he had pupils, declined such few further engagements
as offered themselves, packed up his belongings in a tin box somewhat
too large for them, said farewell, and went his way to London. Barbara
went with him by coach into the great neighbouring town five miles away,
and saw him off by train. The times and the place where these two were
bred were alike primitive, and this farewell journey had no shadow of
impropriety in it even for the most censorious eyes. The coach did not
return till evening, and little Barbara had three or four hours on her
hands. She walked disconsolately from the station, with her veil down to
hide the few tears which forced themselves past her resolution. Scarcely
noticing whither her feet carried her, she had wandered into a retired
and dusty street which bore plainly upon its surface the unwritten but
readable announcement of genteel poverty, and there in a parlour window
was a largeish placard bearing this legend: ‘Mrs. Lochleven Cameron
prepares pupils for the Stage. Enquire Within.’ A sudden inspiration
entered Barbara’s heart. She had seen the inside of a theatre once or
twice, and she thought herself prettier and knew she could sing
better than the singing chambermaid whom everybody had so applauded.
Christopher had often defended the stage from the aspersions cast upon
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