Crying for the Light; Or, Fifty Years Ago. Vol. 1 [of 3]Ritchie, J. Ewing (James Ewing)
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Crying for the Light; Or, Fifty Years Ago. Vol. 1 [of 3]
Ritchie, J. Ewing (James Ewing)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘That was the world for her,’ said the Baronet, whose demeanour was at
times most kind and considerate, and who treated her with the respect due
from a gentleman to a lady, though occasionally he assumed a boldness
which brought the hot blood to her cheek and filled her with alarm.
Once upon a time, it is said, an old Scotch beadle, with the astute
utterance of his class, went a-courting. ‘Jeannie,’ said he, as he took
the object of his affection into the parochial cemetery, and pointed to
some graves in a remote corner, ‘that’s whaur my people lie. Would ye
like to lie with them?’ Jeannie answered in the affirmative, and the
happy pair soon became man and wife. In the same way the Baronet threw
open to the dazzled eyes of this fatherless country girl all the usual
resorts of the gay world in all their pomp and glory, and she was
delighted, as she had not the experience to tell her how much was tinsel,
how little of it was real, how much of it was selfishness, and nothing
more. Her heart warmed towards her benefactor. Confident in her beauty
and his goodness of heart, she feared no harm. In the circle in which
she moved she achieved a complete success. The women were very envious,
and the men were as foolish as most men are where a pretty woman is
concerned.
Young people think little of what is felt for them by their fathers and
mothers. The cynic may say, ‘Why should they? I did not bring myself
into existence; and what has life done for me but to make me toil for
labour that profiteth not, to clothe me with a carcase that shall soon be
dissolved in death, to give me a mind that utterly, after all its
endeavour, fails to understand even what passes under my very nose, to
say nothing of the mysteries which lie around.’ But most of us feel,
nevertheless, that our fathers and mothers have claims on us that we can
never sufficiently repay them for—the care and love which rocked us in
the cradle, which gave joy and happiness to our early homes, which
guarded us in youth, which helped to plant us out in the world—a love the
memory of which lasts as long as life. The worst of it is that
frequently we do not feel this till it is too late, till we can make no
ear that it would rejoice to listen to such with rapture is stilled by
the cold hand of death. I can never forget a picture of a girl weeping
at her mother’s grave. It was an illustration to one of Jane Taylor’s
simple poems, as follows:
‘Oh, if she would but come again,
I think I’d vex her so no more.’
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