Psychological fiction; Science fiction; Short stories
"Go away," he said in a low, pleading voice. The sound made him feel
better. He began muttering to himself.
"Water, black, s-sand, hurt. Pain. Radio tanks ..."
It didn't sound right. After a few minutes, he was quiet. The
manythoughts were calling him. He must go to the manythoughts.
If his foot was bleeding, then something had happened; if something had
happened, then his foot was bleeding.
"No!"
If something had happened, then maybe other things had happened--before
that. But how could something happen in a world of flat gold sand and
flaccid sea? Surely there was something wrong. Wrong: the state of being
not-right; something had happened that was not-right. Cully stared at
the edges of the unmoving curtain before him.
_Where is it?_
It was a driving, promise-filled concept. No words; just the sense that
something wonderful lay just beyond reach. But this voice was different
from the manythoughts. It was directing his body; his mind was along for
the ride.
The sameness of the sea and sand became unbearable. It was too-right,
somehow. Cully felt anger, and kicked up eddies of dust. It changed the
sameness a little. He kicked more up, until it swirled around him in a
thick gold haze, blotting out the terrible emptiness of the sea.
He felt another weight at his side. He found a holster and gun. He
recognized neither. Again he watched objectively as his hand pulled the
black object out and handled it. His body was evidently familiar with
it, though it was strange to his eyes. His finger slipped automatically
into the trigger sheaf. His legs were still working under two drives:
the manythoughts' urging, and something else, buried in him. A longing.
Up-and-down, back-and-forth.
_Where is it?_
Anger, frustration flared in him. His hand shot out, gun at ready. He
turned around slowly. Through the settling trail of suspended sand,
nothing was visible.
* * * * *
Again he was moving. Something made his legs move. He walked on through
the shrouds of Death until he felt a taut singing in his nerves. An
irrational fear sprang out in him, cascading down his spine, and Cully
shuddered. Ahead there was some_thing_. Two motives: get there because
it (they?) calls; get there because you must.
_Where is it?_
The mind-voice was excited, demanding. Something was out there,
besides the sameness. Cully walked on, trailing gold. The death-curtain
parted ...
An undulating garden of blue-and-gold streamers suddenly drifted toward
him on an unfelt current. Cully was held, entranced. They flowed before
him, their colors dazzling, hypnotic.
_Come closer, Earthling_, the manythoughts spoke inside his head,
soothingly.
_Here it is!_ Cully's mind shouted.
Cully's mind was held, hypnotized, but his body moved of its own
volition.
He moved again. His mind and the manythoughts' spoke:
fulfillment--almost. There was one action left that must be completed.
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