Cumner's Son and Other South Sea Folk — Volume 04Parker, Gilbert
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Cumner's Son and Other South Sea Folk — Volume 04
Parker, Gilbert
Oceania -- Fiction
"Tell me what is the matter. Look at me." He faced her now-faced her
eyes, looking blindly straight before her.
"Hugh," she said, and she put her hand out slightly, not exactly to him,
but as if to protect him from the blow which she herself must deal: "I am
looking at you now."
"Yes, yes, but so strangely, and not in my eyes."
"I cannot look into your eyes, because, Hugh, I am blind." Her hand went
further out towards him.
He took it silently and pressed it to his bosom as he saw that she spoke
true; and the shadow of the thing fell on him. The hand held to his
breast felt how he was trembling from the shock.
"Sit down, Hugh," she said, "and I will tell you all; but do not hold my
hand so, or I cannot."
Sitting there face to face, with deep furrows growing in his countenance,
and a quiet sorrow spreading upon her cheek and forehead, she told the
story how, since her childhood, her sight had played her false now and
then, and within the past month had grown steadily uncertain. "And now,"
she said at last, "I am blind. I think I should like to tell my father--
if you please. Then when I have seen him and poor Angers, if you will
come again! There is work to be done. I hoped it would be finished
before this came; but--there, good friend, go; I will sit here quietly."
She could not see his face, but she heard him say: "My love, my love,"
very softly, as he rose to go; and she smiled sadly to herself. She
folded her hands in her lap, and thought, not bitterly, not listlessly,
but deeply. She wanted to consider all cheerfully now; she tried to do
so. She was musing among those flying perceptions, those nebulous facts
of a new life, experienced for the first time; she was now not herself as
she had been; another woman was born; and she was feeling carefully along
the unfamiliar paths which she must tread. She was not glad that these
words ran through her mind continuously at first:
"A land of darkness as darkness itself, and of the shadow of
death without any order, and where the light is darkness."
Her brave nature rose against the moody spirit which sought to take
possession of her, and she cried out in her heart valiantly: "But there
is order, there is order. I shall feel things as they ought to be. I
think I could tell now what was true and what was false in man or woman;
it would be in their presence not in their faces."
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