"It restores my belief in love," she exclaimed, "and in mankind." And
she seemed content just to brood upon that thought.
But he was not; naturally he wished for some assurance from her; so he
stepped in her path as she was crossing the room, and, taking her by the
hands, said, smilingly:
"Do you know how you can testify your appreciation in a way to make me
perfectly happy?"
She shook her head, and tried to draw her hands away.
"By taking a walk, the least walk in the world, beyond that wooden
gate."
She shuddered and her hands fell from his.
"You do not know what you ask," said she; then after a moment, "it was
that I meant and not the scar, when I spoke of my misfortune. I cannot
go outside the garden wall, and I was wrong to listen to your words for
a moment, knowing what a barrier this fact raises up between us."
"Hermione,--" he was very serious now, and she gathered up all her
strength to meet the questions she knew were coming,--"why cannot you go
beyond the garden gate? Cannot you tell me? Or do you hesitate because
you are afraid I shall smile at your reasons for this determined
seclusion?"
"I am not afraid of your smiling, but I cannot give my reasons. That I
consider them good must answer for us both."
"Very well, then, we will let them answer. You need not take the walk I
ask, but give me instead another pleasure--your promise to be my wife."
"Your wife?"
"Yes, Hermione."
"With such a secret between us?"
"It will not be a secret long."
"Mr. Etheridge," she cried with emotion, "you do not know the woman you
thus honor. If it had been Emma----"
"It is you I love."
"It would have been safe," she went on as if she had not heard him. "She
is lovely, and amiable, and constant, and in her memory there is no dark
scar as there is in mine, a scar deeper than this," she said, laying her
finger on her cheek, "and fully as ineffaceable."
"Some day you will take me into your confidence," he averred, "and then
that scar will gradually disappear."
"What confidence you have in me?" she cried. "What have you seen, what
can you see in me to make you trust me so in face of my own words?"
"I think it is the look in your eyes. There is purity there, Hermione,
and a deep sadness which is too near like sorrow to be the result of an
evil action."
"What do you call evil?" she cried. Then suddenly, "I once did a great
wrong--in a fit of temper--and I can never undo it, never, yet its
consequences are lasting. Would you give your heart to a woman who could
so forget herself, and who is capable of forgetting herself again if her
passions are roused as they were then?"
"Perhaps not," he acknowledged, "but my heart is already given and I do
not know how to take it back."
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