"Yet you must," said she. "No man with a career before him should marry
a recluse, and I am that, whatever else I may or may not be. I would be
doing a second ineffaceable wrong if I took advantage of your generous
impulse and bound you to a fate that in less than two months would be
intolerably irksome to one of your temperament."
"Now you do not know me," he protested.
But she heeded neither his words nor his pleading look.
"I know human nature," she avowed, "and if I do not mingle much with
the world I know the passions that sway it. I can never be the wife of
any man, Mr. Etheridge, much less of one so generous and so
self-forgetting as yourself."
"Do you--are you certain?" he asked.
"Certain."
"Then I have not succeeded in raising one throb of interest in your
breast?"
She opened her lips and his heart stood still for her answer, but she
closed them again and remained standing so long with her hands locked
together and her face downcast, that his hopes revived again, and he was
about to put in another plea for her hand when she looked up and said
firmly:
"I think you ought to know that my heart does not respond to your suit.
It may make any disappointment which you feel less lasting."
He uttered a low exclamation and stepped back.
"I beg your pardon," said he, "I ought not to have annoyed you. You will
forget my folly, I hope."
"Do you forget it!" cried she; but her lips trembled and he saw it.
"Hermione! Hermione!" he murmured, and was down at her feet before she
could prevent it. "Oh, how I love you!" he breathed, and kissed her hand
wildly, passionately.
XII.
HOW MUCH DID IT MEAN?
Frank Etheridge left the presence of Hermione Cavanagh, carrying with
him an indelible impression of her slender, white-robed figure and
pallid, passion-drawn face. There was such tragedy in the latter, that
he shuddered at its memory, and stopped before he reached the gate to
ask himself if the feeling she displayed was for him or another. If for
another, then was that other Dr. Sellick, and as the name formed itself
in his thoughts, he felt the dark cloud of jealousy creep over his mind,
obscuring the past and making dangerous the future.
"How can I know," thought he, "how can I know?" and just as the second
repetition passed his lips, he heard a soft step near him, and, looking
up, saw the gentle Emma watering her flowers.
To gain her side was his first impulse. To obtain her confidence the
second. Taking the heavy watering-pot from her hand, he poured its
contents on the rose-bush she was tending, and then setting it down,
said quietly:
"I have just made your sister very unhappy, Miss Cavanagh."
She started and her soft eyes showed the shadow of an alarm.
"I thought you were her friend," she said.
He drew her around the corner of the house towards the poplar trees.
"Had I been only that," he avowed, "I might have spared her pain, but I
am more than that, Miss Cavanagh, I am her lover."
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