Adultery -- Fiction; Cuba -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
“I can't believe a word you say.”
“Hell, don't ask me then.”
“You must not curse where the servants can hear you, and I won't listen
to such talk, I'll leave the table. I wish you'd look in the mirror and
see how red and confused you are. It is too bad that I cannot depend on
you after so long, and with the children. You were sitting close to that
woman, and--and your arms; you were kissing.”
“I have her garter on my bureau.”
“Stop.” Her anger now raised her above petty sallies. “I have stood
a great deal from you, but there is more I simply won't. Do you
understand? I've always done my duty and I'll make you do yours. I never
have looked at another man, nor been kissed, except that horrid one last
July at the Golf Club.” While she paused, breathless, he put in that it
might do her good. “Oh, I see,” she spoke slowly: “you think that would
give you an excuse. If I did it I couldn't complain about your nasty
affairs. How cheap and easy I must seem. You ought to be ashamed to try
to trick me.”
“If you are going to fly at conclusions you can sit in the tree alone,”
he protested. “It's amazing where you have arrived from nothing. Let me
tell you that I won't be ragged like this; if you think so much of our
life why do you make it hideous with these degrading quarrels? You would
never learn that way if there was the slightest, the slightest, cause
for your bitterness. You have all you want, haven't you? The house and
grounds are planted with your flowers, you are bringing up the children
to be like yourself. I don't specially care for this,” he made a
comprehensive gesture; “building an elaborate place to die in doesn't
appeal to me. What is so valuable, so necessary, to you, I never think
of. You are so full of your life that you don't consider mine, except
where it is tied up with your interests.”
“Lee Randon,” she cried, “I've given you everything, it's all planned
for you, here. Nothing comes on the table that you dislike--we haven't
had beefsteak for months; when you are busy with your papers I keep it
like a grave; and if the house seems cold, and I can't find Christopher,
I don't bother you, but slip down to the furnace myself.”
“Make me uncomfortable, then,” he retorted; “I think that's what I'm
sick of--your eternal gabbling about comfort and dinner. Let the God
damn furnace go out! Or burn up.”
“That's all I have, Lee,” she said helplessly; “it is my life. I tried,
the last month, to be different, after watching you with gayer women;
but it only made me miserable; I kept wondering if Gregory was covered
up and if the car would start when you wanted to go home. But I won't
be sorry for it.” Her head was up, her cheeks blazing. “I know, and
so ought you, what being good is. And if you forget it you will have a
dreadful misfortune. God is like that: He'll punish you.”
“You don't need help,” he commented brutally.
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