Adultery -- Fiction; Cuba -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
Detached tears rolled over her cheeks. “I won't cry,” she contradicted
the visible act; “I won't. You take such a cowardly advantage of me.”
The advantage, he reflected, was entirely on her side. Within, he was
hard, he had no feeling of sympathy for her; the division between them
was absolute. With an angry movement she brushed the tears from her
cheeks. “I hate her,” she said viciously; “she is a rotten detestable
woman.”
“On the contrary,” he replied, “Mrs. Grove, if you happen to mean her,
is singularly attractive. There is no smallness about her.”
“Hell,” she mocked him, “it is really too touching. When shall you see
her again?”
“Never.” At once he saw that he had made a second mistake.
“How sad--never; I can't bear it. You both must have been wretched at
that long hopeless parting. And she agreed to let you go--back to your
wife and children.” Fanny's voice was a triumph of contempt. “I ought to
thank her; or be magnanimous and send you back.”
“This is all built on a ridiculous assumption,” Lee reminded her; “I
even forget how we started. Suppose we talk about something else;
Mrs. Grove, as a topic, is pretty well exhausted.” Fanny, narrow-eyed,
relapsed into an intent silence. She faded from his mind, her place
taken by Savina. Immediately he was conscious of a quickening of his
blood, the disturbed throb of his heart; the memory of delirious hours
enveloped him in a feverish mist more real than his wife sitting before
him with a drawn brow.
* * * * *
Usually after such scenes Fanny had flowered in a tender remorse for
their bitter remarks, the wasted opportunity of happiness; but again she
left him coldly, unmelted. He was glad--a show of affection would have
been unsupportable. But his marriage was becoming precarious; Lee seemed
to be without power to execute his firm intentions; a conviction
of insecurity settled over him. The sense of a familiar difficulty
returned; there was nothing for him to do but order his life on a common
pattern and face an unrelieved futility of years. He remembered, with a
grim amusement, the excellent advice he had given Peyton Morris,
Peyton at the verge of falling from the approved heights into the
unpredictable. If he had come to him now in that quandary, what
would he, Lee, have said? Yet all that he had told Peyton he still
believed--the variety of life lay on the circular moving horizon, there
was none at hand. But now he comprehended the unmeasurable longing that
had, for the time, banished every other consideration from the younger
man. It had upset his heredity, his violent prejudices, and his not
negligible religion.
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