Adultery -- Fiction; Cuba -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
Lee's gaze rested on the magazine lying spread half on the Eastern
symbolism of a rug and half on the bare polished flooring. “Your story
is far more interesting than any in that,” he commented, with a gesture.
“It's a pity you haven't turned your imagination to a better use.” This,
he recognized, could not go on indefinitely. Fanny added:
“But I was wrong--you'd kiss her before you said Savina. That, I
believe, is the way it works. It is really screaming when you think what
you went to New York for--to protect Claire, to keep Peyton Morris out
of Mina Raff's hands. And, apparently, you succeeded but got in badly
yourself. What a pair of hypocrites you were: all the while worse than
the others, who were at least excused by their youngness, ever could
dream of being. What was the good of your contradicting me at first? I
knew all along. I felt it.”
“What was it, exactly, that you felt?” he asked with an assumption of
calmness.
“I don't understand,” she acknowledged, for the moment at a loss. “It
was inside me, like lead. But, whatever happened, it will come out; it
always does; and you'll be sorry.”
Did the truth, he wondered, always appear, and triumph over the false;
was that precept of morality secure for those who depended on it? And,
as Fanny threatened, would he be sorry? But most assuredly he would,
for three reasons--Savina, Fanny, and himself; there might, even, be two
more, Helena and Gregory; yes, and William Loyd Grove. What a stinking
mess it was all turning out to be. Why wasn't life, why weren't women,
reasonable? But he could not convince himself that anything final--a
separation--threatened them. Fanny couldn't force an admission from him,
nor speak of this, investigate it, anywhere else. Savina was well
able to take care of herself. There was nothing to do but wait. In
the process of that he once more picked up the magazine. Fanny said
unexpectedly:
“I ordered your Christmas present. It took all the money I had in the
Dime Savings Bank.” He muttered a phrase to the effect that Christmas
was a season for children. This recalled his own--they wouldn't be
asleep yet--and, to escape temporarily from an impossible situation, to
secure the paper knife, he went up to see them.
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