Adultery -- Fiction; Cuba -- Fiction; Runaway husbands -- Fiction
They greeted him vociferously: before he could turn on the light they
were partly out of the covers, and the old argument about whose bed he
should sit on in full progress. Helena's was by the door, so, returning
her to the warmth of her blankets, he stopped beside her. The room,
with the windows fully open, was cold, but he welcomed the white
frozen purity of its barrenness. More than ever he was impressed by the
remoteness of the children's bed-room from the passionate disturbances
of living; but they, in the sense Fanny and he knew, weren't alive
yet. They imitated the accents and concerns, caught at the gestures, of
maturity; but, even in the grip of beginning instincts, they were hardly
more sentient than the figures of a puppet show. Or, perhaps, their
world was so far from his that they couldn't be said to span from one to
the other. Gregory, in mind, was no more like him than a slip was like
a tree bearing fruit--no matter how bitter. Helena more nearly resembled
her mother; that had never occurred to him before.
It was undoubtedly true--her posturing recalled the feminine attitude
in extreme miniature. In that he felt outside her sympathy, she belonged
with her mother; to Gregory he was far more nearly allied. Gregory,
anyhow, had the potentialities of his own dilemma; he might, in years to
come, be drawn out of a present reality by the enigma, the fascination,
of Cytherea. Lee Randon hoped not; he wanted to advise him, at once,
resolutely to close his eyes to all visions beyond the horizon of wise
practicability. Marry, have children, be faithful, die, he said; but,
alas, to himself. Gregory, smiling in eager anticipation of what might
ensue, was necessarily ignorant of so much. Something again lay back of
that, Lee realized--his occupation in life. There he, Lee, had made his
first, perhaps most serious, mistake. While the majority of men turned,
indifferent, from their labor, there were a rare few--hadn't he phrased
this before?--lost in an edifice of the mind, scientific or aesthetic or
commercial, who were happily unconscious of the lapsing fretful years.
That was the way to cheat the sardonic gathered fates: to be deaf and
blind to whatever, falsely, they seemed to offer; to get into bed heavy
with weariness and rise hurried and absorbed. Over men so preoccupied,
spent, Cytherea had no power. It was strange how her name had become
linked with all his deepest speculations; she was involved in concerns
remote from her apparent sphere and influence.
“Gracious, you're thinking a lot,” Helena said.
“What are you thinking about?” Gregory added.
“A doll,” he replied, turning to his daughter.
“For me,” she declared.
“No, me,” Gregory insisted.
Lee Randon shook his head. “Not you, in the least.”
“Of course not,” Helena supported him. “I should think it would make you
sick, father, hearing Gregory talk like that. It does me. Why doesn't he
ask for something that boys play with?”
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