England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
A week passed; the only incident it produced was that I was clad in
mourning from head to foot. I continued to charm Miss Murray by a
listless apathy, which increased every day. I either sat in the parlour
looking at her sewing, or in a little back garden, on a low wooden bench
near the door. Once there, I moved no more until called in by Abby. Thus
she and Sarah found me late one afternoon, at the close of the week. I
took no notice of their approach. They looked at me, and sagaciously
nodded their heads at one another. A mysterious dialogue followed.
"Eh?" inquiringly said Sarah.
"Yes!" emphatically replied Abby.
"Never!" exclaimed Sarah.
"Oh dear, no!" was the decisive answer.
Sarah sighed, sat down by me, asked me how I was; if I knew her; and
other questions of the sort. I neither looked at her nor replied. She
rose, held herself up as a warning to Abby "not to place her affections
on Master William;" to which Abby indignantly replied "there was no
fear;" then solemnly forgave me my ingratitude.
As they re-entered the house, I thought I heard the voice of Cornelius
O'Reilly in the passage. My apathy vanished as if by magic. I was roused
and rebellious. Cornelius O'Reilly had not come near me since my father's
death: at once I guessed his errand was to take me away with him. I
looked around me: a back door afforded means of escape; I opened it,
slipped out unperceived, then glided along a lonely lane. In a few
minutes I had reached Rock Cottage, unseen and unmissed.
The home is an instinct of the heart, and as the wounded bird flies to
its nest, I fled for refuge to the dwelling which had sheltered me so
long.
The garden-gate stood open, but the front door and windows were shut. I
went round to the back of the house; my heart sank to find that there too
all was closed and silent. I sat down on the last of the stone steps,
vaguely hoping that some one would open and let me in. I listened for the
coming of a foot, for the tones of a voice; but sounds of life there were
none. Above me bent a lowering sky, sullen and dark; the wind had risen;
the pine-trees at the end of the garden bent before the blast, then rose
again, seeming to send forth a low and wild lament; the tide was coming
in, and the broken dash of the waves against the base of the cliff was
followed by their receding murmur, full and deep.
An unutterable sense of woe, of my desolate condition, of all that had
been mine and never could be mine again, came over me; my heart, bursting
with a grief that had remained silent, could bear no more. I gave one
dreary look around me, then clasping my arms above my head, and lying
across the stone steps, I wept passionately on the threshold of my lost
home. At length a kind voice roused me.
"Margaret, what are you doing here?" asked Cornelius.
I neither moved nor replied. He sat down by me and raised me gently. I
gazed at him vacantly. His handsome face saddened.
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