England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
I heard her with a vague presentiment that this generous confidence of
Cornelius would be my bane, and so it proved. Spite of his first friendly
visit, he came no more near me. Miss O'Reilly called every Sunday, no
matter what the weather might be. She saw that I fretted at the absence
of her brother, and did her best to comfort me.
"He can scarcely help himself." she once said to me, "he means to come
oftener, but every Sunday brings something new to prevent him. He is very
fond of you though, often talks of you, praises you, and has hung up in
his studio a little drawing of himself and you, which some one uselessly
tried to make him take down."
"Yes," I replied, sighing, "he likes me, Kate, but he does not come near
me; and though he promised to take me out walking with him some day, he
has never done so yet."
"Then it is to come," was her philosophic reply. But, seeing this did not
comfort me, she added--
"I have a great mind to tell you something; but no, I will not on
reflection, it would make you conceited."
"Then I know what it is, Kate; he said I was clever, or that I would grow
up to be good-looking, or something of the kind, which I care very little
about; whereas I should care a great deal about his coming to see me."
"No," replied Kate, smiling, "it was nothing like that; but the other
evening, when I certainly did not imagine he was thinking of you, he said
all of a sudden--'I wish I had that tiresome little girl back again.' I
replied, carelessly, 'Do you?' just to draw him out. 'Yes,' he answered,
'I never knew how fond of her I was until she was gone.' So there is
something for you."
Affection is full of wiles. I followed the precept of drawing out just
laid down by Miss O'Reilly, and said quietly--
"Is that all, Kate?"
"All!" she replied indignantly; "why, what more would you have? You
ignorant little thing, don't you know that the human heart is made up of
separate curious niches, and that in the heart of Cornelius you have
quite a niche of your own. He loves me more than he loves you; and, alas!
he loves Miriam more than us two put together; but for all that I am much
deceived if he does not feel more of what is called friendship for you
than for either of us; and let me tell you that friendship which is not
exacted as the love of kindred, not interested like passion, is a very
lovely thing. It is odd that a little girl like you should now be to him
what is called a 'friend,' and yet it is so; but whether because of some
secret sympathy invisible to me, or on account of your liking his
pictures and painting so well, is more than I can tell."
She spoke positively: memory confirmed all she said; the words of
Cornelius repeated by her gave additional proof,--for to be missed is one
of the tokens love most prizes, and on which it relies most securely. The
blood rushed to my heart; I looked up at Kate with mute gladness.
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