England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"My poor child, you do not understand me; indeed it is very difficult;
but wives do not like their husbands to care for those who cannot be
included in the circle of home; they want to have them for themselves and
their children."
"I shall be very fond of his children, if he has any," I answered;
"indeed I shall, Kate; I shall love them as I love him--with my whole
heart."
"You foolish girl, that is just the mischief." And she proceeded to
explain the feeling I was to have for Cornelius: it was so cool, so
distant, that it chilled me to hear her.
"Kate," I said, "I think I could sooner hate Cornelius--and I am sure I
never could do that--than like him in that strange way; and I am very
sure," I added, after a pause, "that is not at all the way in which you
like him."
She smiled, and kissed me, and told me to like him my own way; that God
would see to the future, and not let sorrow come out of true affection.
I did not understand her then, nor did she intend I should. Since that
time, I have divined that she looked with uneasiness to coming years, and
wished to subdue in time a feeling that might prove far more fatal to my
own peace than to that of her brother. She meant well, but she had the
wisdom not to insist; it was not in her power to make me love him less;
it was in the power of none, not even in his own. If for that purpose he
had exiled me; if to cool my affection he came so seldom near me, and
gave me not his long-promised walk, he failed. I felt the banishment, the
visit ever deferred, the promise never kept; but I still loved him with
my whole heart.
At length, one morning in the week, and towards the middle of June, I was
told by Miss Mary Clapperton that Mr. O'Reilly and another gentleman
wanted to speak to me. I went down wondering if Mr. Smalley or Mr. Trim
had taken a fancy to pay me a visit. On entering the parlour, I saw
Cornelius, who stood facing the door; the other gentleman sat with his
back to it, and his clasped hands resting on the head of his cane. He
looked up as I came in, and showed me the brown face, white beard, and
keen black eyes of my grandfather. I went up to Cornelius, who gave me a
quiet kiss, and standing by him, I looked at Mr. Thornton.
"Come here!" he said.
I obeyed, and went up to him.
"Do you know me?" he growled, knitting his dark brow.
"Yes, Sir."
"Who am I?"
"Mr. Thornton."
"Humph! Do you know why I have come?"
"No, Sir."
"To rid Mr. O'Reilly of you."
I did not reply. I knew I had become a burden and a thing to be got rid
of.
"I am going abroad," continued Mr. Thornton, "so I just want to settle
that before I go; you understand?"
"Yes, Sir."
"Well, what have you to say to that?"
"Nothing, Sir."
Mr. Thornton turned to Cornelius, and said impatiently--
"Has the child grown an idiot? Why, there was twice as much spirit in her
formerly."
I saw Cornelius redden; but he did not reply. My grandfather again turned
to me, and said--
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