England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
This was not however the sole recommendation of Rock Cottage; it stood
conveniently between the two villages of Ryde and Leigh, of which my
father was the only physician. There was indeed a surgeon at Ryde, but he
never passed the threshold of the aristocratic mansions to which Doctor
Burns was frequently summoned, and whence he derived the larger portion
of his income. That income, never very considerable, proved however
sufficient to the few wants of the lonely home where my father, a
widower, lived with me, his only child.
Of my mother I had no remembrance; my father seldom mentioned her name;
but there was a small miniature of her over our parlour mantle-piece, and
often in the evening, sitting by our quiet fireside, he would look long
and earnestly on the mild and somewhat mournful face before him, then
give me a silent caress, as I sat on my stool at his knee, watching him
with the ever-attentive look of childhood.
I was sickly and delicate, and he indulged me to excess. "Study," he
said, "would only injure me, for I was a great deal too clever and
precocious for a child;" so he taught me himself the little I knew, and
put off from month to month his long contemplated and still cherished
project of sending me to some first-rate school. I believe that in his
heart he felt loath to part from me, and was secretly glad to find some
excuse that should keep me at home. He never left me in the morning
without a caress, and often, when he returned late from visiting some
distant patient, his first impulse, as well as his first act, was to
enter my room and kiss me softly as I slept. I loved him passionately and
exclusively, and years have not effaced either his memory or his aspect
from my heart. I remember him still, a man of thirty-five or so, tall,
pale, and gentlemanly, with wavy hair of a deep golden brown, and dark
grey eyes of singular light and beauty. How he seemed to others I know
not: to me he was all that was good and great.
I felt happy to live thus alone with him; I never wished for the
companionship of other children; I asked not to move beyond the limits of
our home. Silence, repose, and solitude, things so antipathetic to
childhood, were the chief pleasures of mine; partly on account of my bad
health, and partly, too, because I had inherited from my father a jealous
sort of exclusiveness and reserve, by no means held to be the general
characteristic of his countrymen.
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