England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
It was thus I sometimes saw my cousin Edith. Her great loveliness and
rich attire impressed me strongly. Her room was below mine. I daily heard
her, like a fair lady in her bower, playing on her lute, or warbling
sweet songs; she was the beauty and enchanted princess of all my fairy
tales; yet, when we met, the only notice she took of me was a cold and
gentle "How are you, dear?" the reply to which she never stopped to hear.
She generally walked with Mrs. Digby, who, drawing her attention to my
evident admiration, never failed to observe as they passed by me, "The
child can't take her eyes off you, Ma'am." "Hush! Digby," invariably
replied the fair Edith, in a tone implying that she disapproved of the
liberty, although the sweetness of her disposition induced her to forgive
it. Mrs. Digby, however, persisted in repeating her offence, even when I
was not looking, and was always checked with the same gentleness.
One day, when I came down, I found Miss Grainger no longer in the company
of Mrs. Digby, but sitting in an arbour with a fair and fashionable lady
of thirty, or so, whom she called Bertha, and who, after eyeing me
through her gold eye-glass, impressively observed, as, without noticing
them, I took my usual place: "Edith, such are the consequences of love-
matches! Mr. Langton--"
"But he is so old, Bertha," interrupted Edith, pouting.
"So I thought of Mr. Brand, when I married him; but it is not generous to
be always thinking of age. Ah! love is very selfish, Edith."
Miss Grainger raised her handkerchief to her eyes.
"My dearest girl," said the lady, "be generous; be unselfish. Mr. Langton
will be so kind--he has the means, you know,--and poor Edward--poor in
every sense--can only--Edward, what brought you here?"
She addressed the same young man whom I had admitted, and who had now
suddenly stepped from behind the arbour where the two ladies sat. He gave
the speaker an angry look, and taking the hand of my cousin, he hastily
led her away down one of the garden paths, talking earnestly. The lady
bit her lip, followed them with a provoked glance, and stood waiting
their return. She had to wait some time. At length young Mr. Thornton
appeared; he looked pale, desperate, strode past the lady, opened the
gate by which I stood, entered the grounds, leaped over a fence, and
vanished. Edith came up more slowly. She was crying, and looked
frightened. The lady went up to her.
"Well!" she said, eagerly.
"Edward says he'll kill himself!" sobbed Edith.
"My dear," sighed her friend, "Arthur said so too when we parted. He is
alive still. I am Edward's sister, and yet, you see, I am quite easy. Do
not fret, dear. You must come with me to the Mitfords this evening."
"I can't, Bertha."
"My dearest girl, you must. It is extremely selfish to brood over
sorrow."
With this she kissed her, and they entered the house together.
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