England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"It is nothing more _now_," replied the inexorable Mr. Wood, in a tone
threatening anything from scarlatina to typhus if his directions were
disregarded. Cornelius sighed, submitted, asked for the sedative draught,
and consigned me to the care of the grim landlady.
I allowed her to undress me and put me to bed in a dull little room
upstairs; but when she attempted to make me take the sedative, duly sent
round by Mr. Wood, I buried my face in the pillow. Though she said
"Miss!" in a most threatening accent, she could not conquer my mute
obstinacy. She departed in great indignation.
Soon after she had left, the door opened, and Cornelius entered. He
looked grave. I prepared for a lecture, but he only sat down by me and
said very gently, "Margaret, why will you not drink the sedative?"
I did not answer. He tasted the beverage, then said earnestly, "It is not
unpleasant; try."
He wanted to approach the cup to my lips, but I turned away, and said
with some emotion, "I don't want to sleep."
"Why so, child?"
"Because I shall not wake up in time; you will go away and leave me."
"Margaret, why should I leave you?"
"Because you don't like me as Papa did; you do not care about me," I
replied, a little excitedly; for I was now quite conscious that the
affection was all on my side.
He looked surprised at the reproach and all it implied, and to my
mortification he also looked amused. I turned my face to the wall; he
bent over me and saw that my eyes were full of tears.
"Crying!" he said chidingly.
"You laugh at me," I replied indignantly.
"Which is a shame," he answered, vainly striving to repress a smile; "but
whether or not, Margaret, you must oblige me by drinking this."
He spoke authoritatively. I yielded, and took the cup from him; but in so
doing I gave him a look which must have been rather appealing, for he
said with some warmth, "On my word, child, I shall not leave you behind.
Why, I would as soon give up a pet lamb to the butcher as let you go back
to Thornton House,--or turn out a poor unfledged bird from the nest as
forsake a helpless little creature like you."
I drank at once. To reward my obedience, Cornelius said he would stay
with me until I had fallen asleep. I tried to delay the moment as long as
I could, but, conquered by a power mightier than my will, I was gradually
compelled to yield. I remember the amused smile of the young man at my
unavailing efforts to keep my eyes open and fixed on his face; then
follows a sudden blank and darkness, into which even he has vanished.
I awoke the next morning cool, well, and free from fever. The landlady
dressed me in surly silence, then led me down to the little parlour,
where I found Cornelius reading the newspaper by the breakfast table. He
seemed much pleased to find that the fever had left me, and observed with
a smile, "Well, Margaret, did I run away?"
I hung down my head ashamed.
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