England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
I should have been very happy, but for one drawback. It was natural,
perhaps, that having been reared by my father, and never having known my
mother, I should attach myself to Cornelius in preference to his sister.
But in vain I strove to win his attention and favour; in vain I ran, not
merely on his bidding, but on a word and on a look; gave him his hat and
gloves in the morning; watched for him every fine evening at the garden
gate; followed him about the house like his shadow, sat when he sat,
happy if I could but catch his eye; in vain I showed him how devotedly
fond I was of him; he treated me with the most tantalizing mixture of
kindness, carelessness, and indifference. Half the time, he did not seem
to see me about the house; when he became conscious that I existed, he
gave me a careless nod and smile. If I did anything for him he thanked
me, and stroked my hair; yet if I looked unwell, he was quick to notice
it. He occasionally made me small presents of books and toys, and every
evening he devoted several hours to the task of teaching me. I worked
hard to give him satisfaction, but he only took this as a matter of
course; called me a good child, and, as I was quiet and silent, generally
allowed me to sit somewhere near him for the rest of the evening, and
this was all: he seldom caressed, he never kissed me.
With his sister Cornelius was very different, and I felt the contrast
keenly. He loved her tenderly; he was proud of her beauty; he liked to
call her his handsome Kate, to talk and jest with her, and often, too, to
sit by her and caress her with a fondness more filial than brotherly;
whilst I looked on, not merely unheeded, but wholly forgotten.
Of course I was still less thought of, when, as happened occasionally,
evening visitors dropped in. I remember a dark-eyed Miss Hart, who kept
up a gay quarrel with Cornelius, and of whom I was miserably jealous,
until, to my great satisfaction, she got married and went into the
country; also a bald and learned Mr. Mountford, whom I disliked heartily
for keeping Cornelius to himself, but who, in a lucky hour, having made
an offer to Kate and being rejected, came no more; likewise Mr. Leopold
Trim, whom I detested on the score of his own merits.
As I entered the front parlour on a mild autumn afternoon which I had
spent in the garden, I found Miss O'Reilly entertaining him and another
gentleman. Mr. Trim sat by the fire in his usual attitude: that is to
say, with his hands benevolently resting on his knees, his little eyes
peering about the room, and his capacious mouth good-naturedly open.
"Eh! little Daisy!" he said, in his warm husky voice, "and how are you,
little Daisy, eh?"
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