England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"I hear you," he observed, stooping to pick up a stray drawing,--"don't I
think that if I like--"
"Don't you think that if you like you may become as great a painter as
Raffaelle or Michael Angelo?"
I spoke seriously and waited for his reply, as if it were to decide the
question. Cornelius looked at me with his drawing in his hand; he tried
to laugh, but only reddened violently.
"You ambitious little thing!" he said, "what has put Raffaelle or Michael
Angelo into your head?"
"Papa told me they were the two greatest painters, but I don't see why
you should not be as great as either of them."
"One can be great and yet be unlike them;--ay, and be famous too!"
"Will you be famous?"
"Who was it never bade me good morning?" asked Cornelius, kissing me.
But in the very midst of the caress, as his lips touched my cheek, I
repeated my question, with the unconquerable persistency of children:
"Will you be famous?"
"Would you like it?" he asked, smiling.
"Oh! so much!" I exclaimed, with my whole heart.
"Then, on my word, my dear, I shall do my best to please you; and now let
us go down to breakfast."
He was unusually late, but his sister did not complain. She received him
with pleasant cheerfulness; yet several times, in the course of that day,
I overheard her sighing to herself very sadly.
I have since then wondered at the secretiveness of Cornelius; but though
he was religious, he never spoke of religion; he rarely alluded to his
country, for which he could do nothing, whose wrongs he resented too
proudly to lament, and yet which he carried in his heart; and, perhaps
because he loved it so ardently, he had never made painting the subject
of daily speech. When it became the avowed occupation of his life--a task
instead of a feeling--this reserve lessened; something of it remained
with his sister; little, I might almost say nothing, with me.
I was a child, but I gave him sympathy, a food which the strongest hearts
have needed. I loved him, I admired him, I believed in him; he soon liked
to have me in his study, or studio, as by a convenient change of the
vowels it was now called. He could talk to me, amuse himself with my
criticisms, then with a look consign me to silence. Perhaps it was thus
he became so fond of me,--too fond, his sister said; all I know is, he
was very kind and the winter a very happy time.
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