England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
The fever was indeed on him; that strange, engrossing fever to which
passion is nothing; which to the strong is life, but death to the weak.
He revelled in it as in a new, free, delightful existence. Pale and thin
he was, but his brow had never been more serene, his glance more hopeful,
his whole bearing more living and energetic. But as autumn waned, as days
grew short, as leisure to work lessened, the serenity of Cornelius
vanished. He rose long before dawn and paced his little studio up and
down, impatiently watching the east: with the first streak of daylight he
was at work, and day after day it became more difficult to tear him from
his task. When he came home at dusk, his first act was to run up to his
picture. I often followed him unnoticed, and found him standing before
it, fastening on his unfinished labour a concentrated look that seemed as
if it would struggle against fate and annihilate the laws of time. When
he turned away, it was with an impatient sigh unmixed with the least atom
of resignation.
We were sitting dull enough in the parlour, one evening just before
Christmas, when Kate said to him, in her sudden way--
"The days will get long in January."
"And I shall then be a free man," he replied, with a smile.
"You have been discharged!" she exclaimed, dismayed.
"I have discharged myself. Now, Kate, don't look so startled! The picture
shall be finished in time."
"I dare say it will, Cornelius," she replied, ruefully.
"Well, then, what do you fear?"
"Suppose," she hesitatingly suggested, "that it cannot get exhibited!"
"I do not see how that can be," composedly replied Cornelius.
"Bless the boy! do they never reject pictures?"
I sat by Cornelius, whose hand played idly with my hair; he stopped short
to give his sister an astonished glance, then he shook his handsome head,
and laughed gaily.
"Reject _that_ picture, Kate!"
"He is his father all over," she sighed.
He smiled at her blindness, and turning to me, said--
"What do you say, Daisy?"
"They shan't reject it; they dare not," was my ready reply.
"It is too absurd to suppose such a thing, is it not?" he added, to teaze
his sister, who disappointed him by unexpectedly veering round.
"Cornelius," she said, decisively, "your energy and decision in this
matter give me more hope than your enthusiasm. I like a man to act for
himself; but you must go on as you have begun, and give yourself up
entirely. Will you be a student at the Royal Academy? Will you study
under some great master? Will you travel? Speak, I have money."
"Thank you, Kate; I am glad you think I have acted rightly; but I have
begun alone, and alone I must go on, with experience for my sole teacher.
I must keep my originality."
Kate remonstrated, but Cornelius, once in the fortification of his
originality, was not to be ejected thence.
"Just like his poor father!" sighed Kate; "he was always for his
originality."
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