England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
I felt Cornelius start like one who receives the sting of a sudden pain,
but he did not contradict his sister. Mrs. O'Reilly! the mere name was
hateful to me. I did not reply; Kate continued--
"You look quite charmed at the idea of your Papa marrying."
"No girl ever liked a stepmother yet," I answered, reddening.
"Then you will be an exception, I am sure," very gravely said Cornelius.
I was not at all sure of that; but I did not dare to say so. He saw very
well that I was anything but cured of my old jealousy; and though I
believe nothing was then further from his thoughts than marriage, he
insisted on this point, to warn me, I suppose, of the necessity of self-
subjection.
"You must be the governess of the children," he said.
"Yes, of course she must," decisively said Kate.
I turned on her triumphantly:
"Then don't you see," I said, "that if I am the governess I shall always
stay with him?"
Cornelius looked both annoyed and amused.
"There is a wonderful degree of obstinacy in that child," he observed;
"she always comes back to her idea of staying with me."
"Because there is nothing she likes half so well," I said, looking up
into his face.
"Ah! Mignon! Mignon!" sighed Kate.
"Who is Mignon?" I asked, struck with the name which I heard for the
second time.
"It is more than a quarter past ten," was the reply Miss O'Reilly gave
me.
I looked at Cornelius, but he showed no wish to detain me; so I submitted
and left them.
From that day there was a very marked change in his manner towards me. He
was as kind, but by no means so familiar, as he once had been. He was
always calling me his little daughter, yet I no sooner availed myself of
this imaginary relationship to claim more freedom and tenderness, than he
seemed bent on repelling me by the most pertinacious coldness. He
received my caresses with chilling indifference, often with an annoyance
he could not conceal; he seldom returned them, and when he did so, it was
not with the friendliness and warmth to which he had accustomed me for
years. When I felt this, and became dispirited and unhappy, Cornelius
looked distressed, and, in his anxiety to restore me to cheerfulness,
returned to his free and kind manner, in which he persevered until some
remark of his sister, or some action of mine too fond and endearing,
again rendered him cool and guarded.
I could not imagine then the reason of all this. I could not imagine why,
when I showed Cornelius how much I loved him, he looked so wretched; I
could not understand why, when Kate once said to him, in her most ominous
tones, "Cornelius, that child won't always be a child," he started up and
began to walk up and down the room like one distracted. Still less could
I make out how, when he seemed more attached to me than ever he had been,
more anxious for my welfare, more bent on improving me by every means in
his power, he was so provokingly cool and reserved.
At length I could stand it no longer.
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