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"How did you like that?" asked Cornelius giving me a curious look.
"Not at all. It mortified me so much I could scarcely do it; but I was
never rude to Deborah again."
"How is it I never heard of this story before?"
"I begged of Kate not to tell you. I could not bear that you should think
me ungenerous and mean."
"And the moral of all that, Daisy?"
"That it is very mean to be jealous, Cornelius; very mean and ungenerous;
and that I hope never to be so again. Do you still think I shall?" I
added, glancing up at his face.
"I think," he replied, looking down into mine, "that there is a strange
spark of austere ambition in you, strange in one so young: and that what
it will lead to is more than I can tell."
"Cornelius, I don't feel ambitious; but I long to be good, and I hope God
will help me."
"If that is not ambitious, I don't know anything about it," replied
Cornelius; "but it is a very fine ambition, Daisy; and I am glad you have
it; ay, and I respect you for it, too!"
I looked up at him, to make sure he did not speak in jest; but he seemed
quite grave and in earnest. I felt much relieved; this matter had lain on
my heart a year and more, yet I never could have spoken to him, had he
not been going away. The passionate wish of making him give me a little
more of his regard and esteem had, alone, loosened my tongue, that wish
was now more than gratified by his words.
"Oh! Cornelius," I exclaimed, "how good of you not to laugh at me!"
"Poor child, did you expect I should?"
"I feared it."
He was gently reproving me for the fear, when Kate beckoned him in, and
held a whispered conversation with him in the passage. Some mystery
seemed afloat. I felt uneasy. When I bade Cornelius good-night that
evening, he kissed me with a lingering tenderness that troubled me. Was
not this, perhaps, a parting embrace? I fancied I detected unusual
sadness in his gaze, and heard him suppress a sigh.
I said nothing; but I resolved not to sleep that night, sooner than run
the risk of losing the adieu of Cornelius. Soon after I had retired to my
room, I heard him and his sister come up too. It was scarcely ten; this
unusually early hour confirmed me in my suspicion. I sat up in the dark.
I heard twelve,--then one,--then two; and my power of keeping vigil
failed me. Sleep is a pitiless tyrant in youth. I felt my eyes
involuntarily closing. I took a resolve that was not without some
meaning. I softly stole out of my room, sat down on the mat at the door
of Cornelius, and, secure that he could not leave without my knowledge, I
soon fell fast asleep. What might have been foreseen, happened:
Cornelius, on leaving his room, stumbled over me. I woke; he stooped and
picked me up, with a mingled exclamation of wonder and dismay.
"Daisy!" he cried, "are you hurt? What brought you here?"
"I wanted to bid you good-bye. I guessed you were going."
His room door stood half-open, and so did the window beyond it; the
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